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Kendra POV

I got dressed for school while anxiety ran through my body. I couldn't stay home anymore because of the stomach flu I was faking. I been in my room by myself and haven't let anyone in. I don't have energy to do anything anymore. I'm so drained I don't want to talk. I can't believe I'm not a virgin anymore. And I'm pissed I gotta feel disgusted by it unlike other girls that feel good about losing theirs. But I can't stop living because of this, not anymore. I dressed like I usually do and I put on shades to hide my eyes. I feel like if they look into them they would see what happened. And I gotta hide it, I have to.

"Ken we leaving

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"Ken we leaving." London popped in my room saying. I nodded and grabbed my book bag and my purse. I went downstairs and saw everyone getting ready to leave.

"Baby girl I'm glad you feeling better. Remember take it slow and if you feel sick call me. I will come get you." Daddy said kissing my forehead. I flinched at his kiss and it shocked him. I felt so awkward that I didn't know what to say. I just nodded and smiled.

"No, you won't she has been out of school long enough. You have to stay all day Ken." Mama said and I looked to daddy. He winked at me fast before mama looked at him too. My daddy was always someone I could count on to spoil me. Everyone knew since I was born I had him wrapped around my pinky. I knew he would come get me if I called.

"I mean it Kendra! And Kai make sure you go see your daddy today. He wants to see you. London make sure you let me know when to pick you up from your friend's house. " Mama announced and we all listened. She gave us all hugs and kisses as we left out the door including daddy. I sat in the back to avoid too much contact. We got into Kai's car and he drove off to school.

"What's wrong with you huh? I feel like I ain't talk to you in a while." London asked me on the way to school. Kai was looking at me in the rear view mirror watching me. I shrug and look at my phone.

"You ain't still seeing Terrance are you? Don't make me have to kill both of y'all." Kai said with tension in his voice. I kept my eyes on my phone. I had to slow my breathing because I was scared of getting an anxiety attack.

"Kendra, you better fucking answer me." He said as he parked the car.

"No I'm not." I say my first words today. After they left my lips I got out of the car and walked towards the building. The sooner this day starts, the sooner it will end. When I make it through the door someone grabs my arm and I scream. I turn to see who it is and it was Kai. Him and everyone else looked at me like I was crazy. I couldn't control myself though it was a reflex.

"What the fuck? Damn I didn't even grab you that hard." Kai says and I open my mouth but no words came out of my mouth. I grab my arm and rub it.

"You sure you feel alright? Maybe that flu affected your brain. You need to go see the doctor. But anyway, you left you bag in the car." Kai said then handed me the bag. I grabbed it and hugged him.

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