unknown lovers • girl x girl

9

12:15PM

me:
you were mean

alexis:
yeah, well.

she kind of deserved it

me:
i never said she didn't

she sent me screenshots of the texts

i'm your girlfriend huh

alexis:
i only did that to get her away

me:
oh well, thanks

alexis:
you're my best friend, i got you always

me:
:)

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CONVERSATION BETWEEN ALEXIS AND CINDY.

alexis:
i fucked up really bad

cindy:
you friend zoned her didn't you?

alexis:
yes

oh my fucking god

i never thought i'd like her. or like a girl at all.

i fucked up everything like i always do. i feel like crying. she won't answer my texts now.

cindy:
i got an idea!

tell her you like her dumbass.

alexis:
i'm scared

i asked her about her realization gay shit story whatever and she's been like that since she was little. i don't want this to be a phase and then break her heart. i don't ever wanna do that.

what if i don't really like her and i just feel this way because i know she likes girls?

i don't fucking know anything about this, cindy.

cindy:
you're not going through a phase

you never felt comfortable around guys. you've had two boyfriends in which you told me that 'you didn't really like them that much and the sex was bad' do you ever wonder why? jessica might just be your realization and she can help you through this stuff and teach you because she's been through it. i notice the way you talk about her. you see so happy even though she's miles away.

and who the fuck cares if she's miles away? love is love. fight for her. make the effort. it goes both ways.

alexis:
i don't want to hurt her

especially after all she's been through

cindy:
be honest with her

don't sugarcoat it

you're gay. you like jessica.

alexis:
i'm gay. i like jessica.

and i don't ever want to hurt her or make her feel like an experiment.

cindy:
go get your girl