Unpredictable

Awkward lunches

{Lina}
I sit down hesitantly. I don't want to be caught sitting here, I already feel uncomfortable. I must look very uncomfortable as well because the boys must tell when Luke interrupts my thoughts.

"Just relax, why are you so tensed up" he grabs my shoulders and tries to massage them, I brush his hands away. I don't enjoy the feeling if another persons hands in my body, It doesn't make me think anything good

"I...I just feel uncomfortable here, I don't belong here with you guys-I think I might go sit with Zefa" I try to stand but Calum speaks

"Just stay, don't worry about Nala, I can handle her for you" he smiles. And it's very attractive.

I sit and relax, the boys tell me about themselves and I tell the basic things about me to them. We laugh and make jokes, and eat our lunches and before I know it lunch is over.

"We all have music now. Check what class your in" Luke asks eagerly

"Zefa's in our class, so she will be too-they are in the same classes" Calum answers

"Really, oh! That's great then- I can sit next to you then" he winks

"No shit Sherlock" Calum says under his breath

"Can you ladies stop bickering and let's go, it's the one lesson I actually enjoy" Ashton now speaks

"Why is it the only one?" I question

"Cause Nala and her 'girls' aren't in it" he puts air quotation marks around girls. I understand where he's coming from, it would be such a relief to not have her there.

"I have to meet Zefa at the entrance, I better get going-" Luke cuts me off

"We can all meet her there, unless there's a problem?" Luke questions

"No, umm let's go" I don't know how Zefa will react, but they need to sew up the wound of their broken friendship sooner or later

As we walk towards the cafeteria exit, I feel a hand on my lower back. I turn my head towards the person, expecting Luke, but I see Calum staring at me with his hypnotic brown eyes.

"Is something wrong?" He asks

"No, why would you ask?"

"Just because you seem so awkward, I don't know"

He's seems very sweet. I am really starting to like my new school. Okay, there are some bad people, but the good always out weighs the bad. It isn't so bad. For now.

"Hey," I call to Zefa as I see her standing there waiting for me "do you mind" I point to the boys, she shook her head

"Well let's get this show on the road, hey" Luke says and wraps his arm around my back and leads me into the direction of the music rooms. Out the corner of my eye I see Zefa's head fall. I really want to get to know her and the boys better. I want to be able to know what they all feel and think about each other, that may sound creepy, but I want to learn to trust these people. I hate always getting hurt.

Everyone walks into the classroom when I feel a slight tug on the back of my shirt. I turn to see Luke with a wide grin on his face.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I ask

"Cause your pretty, and I wanted to ask you something"

"What do you want to ask me?" I batter my eyelids

"Well...um, I don't know how to say this but...ahhh" he clears his throat "well from the moment I saw you, then when I talked to you...this is gonna sound so cheesy, but I felt like a connection with you...and I was just wondering if maybe" he pauses

"Maybe what?" The suspense is killing me

"I was wondering if, maybe I could take you out?"

"Ummm...we just met today, I don't know? Can I get back to you tomorrow?" I feel guilty for saying that, but it's true. We had only met this morning. For all I know he could be some psychopath

"Um sure" he smiles and we walk into the room "oh I need your number so I can give you the details, only if you say yes that is-but I'd still like your number" he winks.

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My first music class was really interesting, especially the part where Luke asked me out. I had mixed emotions about Luke, he's just so hard to read.

Before I know it the end of school bell rings and and I'm out the front waiting for Jasper, staring at the newly added contact in my phone.

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Hi guys, I'm so sorry for such shitty writing. I truly am trying my hardest. It will get better, I promise. Of you re confused about anything, it doesn't hurt to ask, I will reply to your questions.

I just got back from being in windy Canberra, I'm so tired. I had long days, shit food, noise rooms on either side, naked boys (highlight of the trip) and then a long bus ride home. So I apologise for the crap writing, again.

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Ily all. Stay fab xoxo
-Bella