Love Out of Marriage

Chapter Four

Breanna goes to feed her babies at the same time while Aaron is downstairs alone in his thoughts and eating a sandwich. Either of them said anything to each other all morning except two words good morning. Breanna figures that Aaron still needs space from her but she really couldn't take the silence anymore. She misses her husband, and she knows that he is grieving, but she is too. Breanna continues to breastfeed her babies as she hums to them.

"What I'ma do, huh?" Breanna looked down at her kids talking to them in her baby voice. "Your daddy is strong and brave. He will get through this pain. I just wish he will let me help him."

Moments later, after she is done feeding them she puts them in the play pin and put the baby monitor near them.

"Mommy will be right back. I gotta go talk to dada."

The babies start playing with the toys and with each other as Breanna closes the door. She walks downstairs looking at Aaron on the couch, decides to not talk to him right now then she goes in the kitchen to wash the rest of the dishes in the sink. Aaron looks at his wife as he sighs then walks behind her and wraps his arms around her while kissing on her neck.

"Baby." Breanna moaned. "Stop Aaron, I'm washing the dishes."

"Do them later, and I will help you. Come to the living room."

"Seriously?"

"Yeah."

Breanna stops doing the dishes and dries her hands then goes in the living room with him. Aaron looks at his wife while placing her on his lap. 

"Are we good, Bre?"

Breanna looks down then looks up at him.

"Yeah."

"Don't lie to me, now. You still think I did it?"

She slowly nods as she put her head down.

"Bre, look at me. Tell me why." Aaron held her in place, so she won't get up.

"B-because you're vulnerable and sometimes when a person is in that state they will do something that they don't normally do."

"The way I look at it we are both vulnerable, baby. My father was like a father to you too, and you looked up to him, and I loved the bond y'all shared. Feels hella weird talking in past tense." He chuckled. "But yeah... how I know you ain't gonna be out here sneaking out late at night for some dick from another nigga, huh?" 

Breanna immediately speaks up while looking at him.

"Cause you know I'm not the type of person to cheat and I love you, but you can love somebody and still cheat. You know I won't ever hurt you in that way; I'm not your ex."

"Same way I feel about cheating and what I said last night I meant it."

"But temptation is a bitch, baby sometimes men can't control it."

"I'm not like those men. You out of all people should know that."

"I know maybe I'm just insecure at times. I'll get over it."

"What you got to be insecure about, hmm?"

She stays silent as Aaron looks at her intensively.

"Mhm, that's what I thought.. not a damn thing. You are beautiful inside and out. We just need each other to get through this. We will talk about my dad sometime or another but I just can't believe he's gone, man. Just talking about him just gonna make me sad, and I don't wanna be sad."

"Okay." She mumbled as she held him close. "Just know I'm here for you, baby. You are not alone in this."

"I know, Bre. I love you."

"I love you too til death do us part." She smiled as she kissed him.

Aaron deepens the kiss, placing her on the couch, rubbing up against her body. Breanna starts to moans softly as she tugs on his hair. As the kiss gets heated, the baby monitor starts going off with the babies crying. Aaron groans in frustration as he looks up at her.

"Fuck, man," Aaron spoke as she chuckled, pushing him off her. "Always cock blocking."

"Aw, you be aight. I'll get baby girl."

"And I will get baby boy." He smiled as he kissed his wife then they went upstairs to tend to their babies needs.

Brielle Melody Russell and Adrian Aaron Russell are the kid's name.

~Kiki