Love To Hate Me

let me be

I smile mischievously and say," Do you really want to open this up again?" Craig kisses up my neck and says," We will talk about that in a minute."
I giggle and say," ah I see." I pull his lips towards mine hesitantly. He smashes our lips together hastfully. I breathe in and try to to say Craig. Craig puts his finger up to my lips and says," I just want to make you feel good. I just have to have you." I moan as his hands move up my shirt. Craig says," your skin is so soft." I say," Craig i... " He takes off my shirt exposing me in my bra. He kisses up and down my breasts. He looks up and says," What baby?" I say," is doing this a good idea? I mean I still have feelings for you."
He pulls my bra off and says," Well baby girl we will work on that." His tongue dances down to my shorts. I say," Craig?"
Craig says," I need you. Please baby." I melt as he calls me baby just letting him shimmy my shorts down my legs. He rubs my underwear causing me to move around. Craig smiles as he notices how wet I am. He pulls the underwear off and arches his eyebrow up. He says," for me ?" I smile as I watch him take his shirt and pants off. He kisses around my thighs making my legs shake. He kisses my oh. I moan," Craig." Craig pushes his tongue in to me. Craig says," You taste good baby. I cant wait." Craig pulls himself up to my lips. He pulls down his underwear throwing them aside. He looks at me and says," can i have you ?"
I smile at his arched eyebrow and say," please craig."
He bites his lip and says," Fuck that's hot." He lines himself up and captures my lips again. He grunts pushing in me. I put both my hands in his hair. Craig bites the bottom of my lip. He groans as he continues to slam in to me like hes in a rush. His mouth captures my neck sending shivers down my spine.  I moan as I run my fingers down his back. He groans grabbing my hips roughly. I close my eyes  as I come undone. I open them to see him grinning at me. He continues to thrust til eventually he cums as well. He kisses me one good time. I smile and push him off me so I can get dressed. He looks at me the whole time hes putting his clothes on. His phone starts ringing I look down to see Babe. My hands start shaking. He looks at me hoping I'll be quiet.  I couldn't help but to be frozen and I heard the voice of a women on the other line. There goes thinking it was lelia. Craig says," I know baby I am sorry I'll be home in morning. I just got too drunk to come home. I am at a friends house."
I think this motherfucker really call me a friend. I hear him say," bye I love you."
He comes out to see the horror on my face. He says," babe it's not what it looks like."
I scream," Do not fucking call me that. What is it then Craig?"
He says," I do have girlfriend I am not going to lie to you."
I throw my hands up and says," duh craig. I fucking heard you. Get the fuck away from me. I would have never ."
He says," I know I fucked up but I love you."
I say," bite your tongue. I'll sleep here but not in your room with you. Then I'll leave in the morning."
Craig looks at me and says," You are sleeping in this bed but I guess the other stuff is fine."
I go out the room to the couch exhausted. I wish I could just go home now. I know if I call andy, he will just lecture me.
Craig comes out after a shower. He says," I am sorry. When I saw you I just couldnt help but to wanna to have you."
I shake my head and say," dont explain it to me. Explain it to Allison."
Craig says," I know I fucked up. Her and I I just. ".
I look down and say," You deserve to be happy Craig. You cant just go cheating on her to get it. If you dont wanna be with her. Break it off."
Craig looks at me and says," I cant I dont want to hurt her."
I look at him and say," ok then I respect that. Just stay away from me please."
He looks down and says," I dont know what came over me. I just saw you and all these feelings came back."
I say," goodnight craig. Please just let me be."
We both end up going our separate ways. I fall asleep after crying a bit. I wake the next morning covered in blankets. I think maybe Craig got them for me. He comes out and hands me coffee and says," Goodmorning beautiful."
I roll my eyes and say," thank you."
He says," for last night ? I had a good time too." He winks at me
I hit his chest and say," not funny."
His phone going off ten times in a row.
I say," wow she doesnt trust you," seeing babe all the times.
Craig looks at the long paragraphs rolling his eyes and says," she keeps me on this leash that makes me cringe. I just wanna go out and have fun."
I laugh putting my coffee cup down. I say," Well maybe you should be single."
He sighs and say," Shes a really nice person I guess I just dont want to be the typical douchebag and say we need to break up it's not you it's me."
I say," fuck you. I got to go. "
Craig says," becareful."
I drive to the house trying to sneak in. I am stopped by Juliet. I put my finger on my lips. She whispers," put your stuff down and I'll make you some breakfast. I told andy you were at work and you got tired so you stayed at my friend Jessica's house."
I put my stuff down and sigh. She starts working on some pancakes. Andy comes out shirtless and says," Ashley.  Did you like the job?"
I smile and say ," yeah my night was eventful." Juliet puts some pancakes on a plate for both andy and I. I say," Julie get over and eat."
Andy says," I am excited to tell you guys i am working on a new album."
I smile while eating and say," that's amazing."
Juliet says," I am also working on some music."
My phone bings and lights up. I move it fast and check to see Craig's name. It reads," I miss you." Juliet laughs and I go to reply. Andy looks curiously and says," what's going on with you two?'
Juliet says," Nothing eat your food."
Andy laughs and finishes his food putting it in the sink. He says," I got to leave. I have to go to the stuido." Juliet blows him a kiss and says," bye babe." He leaves and Juliet says," what is that about? What happened last night ?"