I am envy and everything else is unfair

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by MakingFantasies_01

by MakingFantasies_01

I've always been taught to be grateful to my family.

ENVY: A family, something I wish I have.

I've always been grateful for everything I have.

Life has always beaten me, and I say it's unfair.

Now everybody looks at me like I did something wrong.

Now everybody treats me like I'm a sin but maybe I really am.

But I didn't want for this to happen.

Like everybody else.

Like everybody else.

Who can mend my wounds?

Even the gods gave up. Life continues to choke me And death awaits, its mouth wide open waiting to engulf me whole.

The flowers mourned for my death for no one ever did,

the cold polluted wind instilling everything with depression,

and the fire that burns like the sun didn't care and scorched my soul.

Pity.

Yet no one ever helps.

Yes, I was nothing before but the fleeting sadness.

PITY.

PITY

PITY.

I am thankful for my life.

I wish I didn't have this life.

To live in your shoes even just for the day.

Shame

Be thankful for what you have.

I refuse to live by their virtues and so I became one of their vices.

I am envy and everything else is unfair.