Audrey
I don't remember seeing anything magical when I was a child.
That was when it all began: The pain.
They walked away with my older brother without an explanation.
Did I do something wrong? My brother swore that we'd be together forever.
In the end, he couldn't do anything. That was the only time I had seen him so powerless.
He insisted that it wasn't, but I couldn't help wonder.. Was I a bad kid? Was it my fault that they left?
"You'll be happy again," my grandparents told me. "Be strong."
So I started telling myself that everything is going to be okay.
I'm going to be happy again. But why was everyone being so cold to me?
Please. Just tell me why. Why were they doing this to me? What have I done wrong to be treated like this? I wanted to make friends, but they all pushed me away.
What went wrong? Why won't anybody tell me? They tell me to go away. That nobody wants me here. Ugly. Trash. Worthless. Kill yourself.
Not here. Not anywhere. "Stay strong," I just tell myself as they call me terrible names. Don't let them weaken you with their words.
"Stay strong" even when they judge you. "Stay strong" I just tell myself, as their backs face towards me. "Stay strong" as they walk away from me.
How long can I keep this up? It's getting harder to hide the pain. It feels like I'm suffocating.
I don't care about happiness anymore. I just want to feel okay again. "Okay" is all I need.
Do you think she's going to break down? I heard that's what happened in the past. I bet you she will. Such a loser.
I've been taking hits from life for as long as I can remember. And I'm totally fine with it. I'll just keep on moving forward for as long as I can.
Maybe one day.. Just maybe.. I'll be okay once more.
Alright, let's see if I've got it right.
4 Seasons Profiles:
Screen Name: RM Young Real Name: Ryan Mason Young-Hernandez
Age: 16 Role: Lead vocalist, lead dancer, sub-rapper, center
Signature hair colors: Black/Brown Birthplace: Philippines
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Screen Name: So-Min Real Name: Woo So-Min
Age: 16 Role: Leader, vocalist, rapper
Signature hair colors: Silver/Orange Birthplace: Busan
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Screen Name: Nam Real Name: Kim Nam-Dong
Age: 17 Role: Visual, main rapper, sub-vocalist
Signature hair colors: Mint/lilac Birthplace: Daegu
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Screen Name: J.S Real Name: Jung Ho Soc
Age: 18 Role: Main dancer, rapper, sub-vocalist
Signature hair colors: Red/pink/purple Birthplace: Gwangju
