Broken fan| Tom Holland x male reader

Chapter 15

Welp, I guess it's time for me to make you all suffer for a bit **WARNING SUICIDE ATTEMPTS, LIKE SERIOUS ATTEMPTS**

Tom PoV

**2 months later**

I've been with (y/n) for the past months, trying to convince him that Olivia touched my ass without my consent, I mean no one knows but Harrison, Shaun and (y/n) and me know we're dating.

It's been two months now and still, he wouldn't budge, he wouldn't talk to me or anything, even with Shaun, he wouldn't talk to anyone, he already was out of the hospital and he's at his apartment and in his room, I excused myself for filming the week, and luckily Kevin agreed to me cause he knows someone's life is more important than a film but I do have to work more now.

"(Y/n) please, let me in, I just want to talk" I said, knocking on his door loud and multiple times and something hit me, I just remembered that there's a way to the roof through his window, so I ran in his room and he wasn't there, but his window was open, so I climbed through the window and climbed the ladder to the roof and I saw him there, near the edge, about to jump "(Y/N)!!" I shouted running to him and hugging him pulling him away from the ledge "(y/n) please, let's talk"I said sincerely

"Why? So you can just keep around like a toy and eventually get thrown away like I have no use anymore? Yeah not gonna happen"he said blankly but under that faced, I felt him hiss at me, it hit me like a speeding train

"(Y/n) I am so sorry, please forgive me"I said setting us both down on the rooftop

"And why would I forgive you? I know I seem over dramatic but you know how I am, I've felt most of my life worthless, a waste of oxygen, a damn disappointment to everyone and you, you have a great family, a great life, yeah you got bullied for joining ballet but you have a great best friend that supported you through everything, look at our different worlds Tom, I knew this relationship wouldn't last at all, I shouldn't had said yes" he said saying the last part like a whisper but I still heard it and if my heart wasn't broken before, it sure was now and I saw him tear up and I felt myself did as well

"Words cannot express how sorry I am and how I felt like I took you for granted,I never had a perfect life, no one has, but please (y/n) don't leave me, I never want to know that you ended things"I said hugging him as tight as I could and he hugged back not as tight

"I'm sorry Tom"he said pulling away and running to the edge

"No!"I said getting up and luckily I grabbed his wrist before he could jump off "(y/n) please!"I pleaded and I pulled him to me

"Just let me go...you'll just leave me anyways, everyone does, even Shaun...."he said and I stared into his eyes, they were his normal eye colour, but they were turning white again so kissed him deeply and passionately and he didn't even kiss back.

I pulled away and looked at him with clear sadness in my face "(y/n) please"I pleaded
This could be a great ending chapter but nah

He finally looked back at me and kissed me as passionate and deep I was earlier and I didn't hesitate to kiss back, I lifted him up from the thighs and he wrapped his legs around me as we kissed passionately and deeply, I walked to the centre of the rooftop making sure he wouldn't attempt to jump off again.

We pulled away and smiled at each other, I put him down

"Let's go back inside, never do this again please, I don't want to lose you"I said pleading him to not do this again

"I'm sorry Tom but I can't promise you but...I'll try"he said and I nodded and we went back down to his room.

Now it's time for me to make you guys happy next chapter 😏 HEHEHEHEHE Lol anyways hope you guys enjoyed and don't forget to vote, bye guys!