Never Sent (Completed)

We can't be

Cupid existed,
He shot arrows on people.
He made a pair, and there it existed,
A sketch of a loving couple.

As I walk on the street,
Broad daylight shone,
I realized I should never have kept,
Kept on loving a person that only made me feel so alone.

Never had I dreamed of living a life so cold and empty,
So here I am, renewed, vibrant,
I don't need a single pity.

I should have done this ever since I started proclaiming love,
That to be cuddled and cherished is not everything that I should have.
I should also smile and work some more,
Just a little bit more and I'll be happy as before.

Now you love her more than ever,
Surprisingly, never will I again suffer.
For my existence is not all about you,
I should smile and walk a normal life too.

Although I can say,
I had wasted so much time waiting for a love that I never had,
My life was still my life, it never was that bad.

What's meant to be will find it's way,
And I know I'll have my happy ever after someday.
The pain that I had gone through will all be sufficed,
By a soul I still never know,
Yet I will literally bump with.

Thank you for the years of inspiration,
As well as the tears, the pain and all the exhaustion.
Now I'm free and might as well a little happy,
For I know,
My life would never be again crappy.

Though it takes time to heal all the broken parts,
I'll slowly pull out your pain inflicted darts.
For I have a soul to feed and a life to resurrect,
I have to stay strong, stand tall and erect.

I'll pick up my life's little pieces,
The bidding has stopped,
As my feelings vanish.

We can't be and I'm happy for that,
Paint it on the walls and tell it to Aristocrat.

We can never be in each and every way,
I'll be happy soon and I'll be smiling again someday.

(10/18/14 - 7:00 a.m)