The breeze of the wind has grown cold,
I was almost frost bitten,
So I commanded my hands to fold.
Shelter itself from the world,
As the zephyr's reign silently swirled.
I was alone in my room,
Staying still like a tensed groom.
The world shook right before my eyes,
Yet I realized,
It was only me who hasn't been stable for a while.
I drive with the stars as my partner
Through my years of life and as I suffer.
I am just hallucinating and I'm sorry if you were involved,
I just wanted for my world to properly revolve.
For I have been so broken I had nothing left,
I walk alone and cry everytime I slept.
I tell my friends that I'm doing fine,
Deep inside I'm empty, I was left behind.
How could life be so unfair,
I'm always rejected, all I had done was to stare.
Reckon my mind for little things that fucked up my life,
Why my heart dies everyday caused by words thay stung like a knife.
I just wish someday I'll breathe better and smile up to my heart,
If I could only hit rewind and press again start.
May I have the right to dream that you and I are together,
Even if in flesh all I did was to suffer.
In every poem I write there's this word suffer,
For all the years I've walked this earth,
This was what life has to offer.
May I take this chance to hug you and cry,
After this all my dreams of you could finally die.
May I have the chance to show you my life that lacked light,
All it beared was your name,
It's what I've always fought for even if you weren't in sight.
May I dream of you up until I die,
As I lay myself to sleep and again silently cry.
12/23/14 (8:29 pm)
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PoetryIt was then she said: "Words fed, scathed, brought my soul together; and it would be preposterous if I'd get to feel all these sensations alone, so I am giving you a part of my suffering, a fragment of my universe, a debris of myself. Through these...
