Lullabies (Jalex)

Lullabies| Chapter 11

Alex's pov:

I patiently wait for Jack to show up. But while I'm waiting I decided do check the area. Feeling kinda like a ninja, I began kicking stalls open until my heart skips a beat. The last one didn't open when I kicked it.

I ran to the first stall and left a crack for me to see Jack walking in. After what feels like forever, he came in and I hurry up and grab him into the stall with me. Me standing on the toilet so it doesn't look weird with 4 legs in a stall, Jack was about to question me but I put my hand over his mouth.

I then heard a flush and the stall open. Jack face realizes the issue and nods.

After the guy washes his hands he leaves and Jack opens the stall door and checks before giving me a 'okay'.

"So why are we here?" Jack asks.

"Because something is wrong." I say as I pull out a 'out of order' paper out of my bag and tape it to the bathroom door. Don't question me bitches.

"Nothing is wrong Alex."

"Yes, you just said Alex. Which you mostly call me Alex when something is wrong." I say steping closer to him.

"Alex please just let this be."

"No." I will stand my ground.

"Yes."

"Not until you tell me what's wrong." I say a little harshly.

"Fine, you can't freak out!" Jack tells me, I nod for him to continue and the next to words out of mouth shock me. "I'm bisexual."

A smile pops on my face and I run up and hug him.

"This is not exactly what I expected." Jack chuckles but hugs me back.

" Jack I'm gay!" I mutter into his shoulder.

"Oh." He doesn't say anything afterwards but pulls away from the hug.

"What's wrong?" I ask again.

"Nothing, everything is perfect." He smiles a real smile.

"Good. I'm glad we both got that off our shoulders." I kiss his check and walk out the restroom.

Wait, I kissed his check... Oh well, gotta place hints here and there m'right?
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Jack had work today, so I had time to myself. I walk into my room which is now fully unpacked with my stuff.

I pull myself to the closet and see Tommy's stuff. I still hadn't touched it. Well of course other than the sheets that were his but they're  mine now.

Maybe I'm ready now...

I put all the boxes on my bed and sat down.

One by one, I start pulling objects and things out of boxes. I even start placing some around my room, he had framed autographs from band memebers, band tees and so much more. I was about to finish up all the boxes when I come across his favorite photo. I would cry my eyes if I saw this for the longest time. Yet here I am. Sure I feel sad, but I'm not crying.

I still feel empty without him. Which may never go away, but I'm aware of that now. Maybe I'm over him now. Well not over him, I could never be over him fully. But maybe I'm over him enough.

I rushed out my phone and dialed Zack's number. "I want to change the song."

"Bro it's a day away! What the fuck dipshit!"

"Just trust me."