Love me or leave me here.

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Please don't play song till I tell u thanks!(Ignis's POV)
It had been a few days and Spot and I were closer than ever.Him and I weren't dating well at least that's what we told the boys,but when we were scared ,frustrated,or just had a problem in general we ran to each other it was mostly me going to him but he had ran to me a few times.So I guess we were dating just we agreed on not telling anyone to save from drama because we were still in the middle of a Strike.One night I was walking into the Brooklyn bridge to go and meet Spot I had previously had an argument with one of the few boys that knew about Spot and I,so I just needed someone to talk to about it.I saw Spot and picked up my pase to get to him faster when I heard another voice a.......girl? I stayed in the shadows I couldn't make out their words but I could hear the tones on their voice they were BOTH flirting not just some girl throwing her self at him no, he was flirting back.I continued to watch them.When they......kissed!?.I ran out of the shadows crying but also fire and anger burning in my eyes I was upset and hurt and I didn't know what to do so I stood there for a second he looked me in the eyes and I saw..fear.?He knew he messed up "Ig" he said.That's What my friends called me because it was shorter for Ignis."Ig I can explain." "NO! You don't get to call me that!My name is Ignis and that is what you will call me!Theres no need to explain Spot you got bored of me like everyone else it's fine!I GET IT!" I yelled "What no I didn't get bored of-" I cut him off "I LET YOU IN!! I DON'T LET PEOPLE IN YOU KNEW THAT I TRUSTED YOU AND YOU'VE BROKEN ME MORE THAN I THOUGHT I COULD BREAK AND FOR THAT.IM DONE!" I yelled staring him in the eyes emotionless he looked hurt but I continued to give him a blank stare I felt nothing.Not love,not pain,nothing.I was numb and even though that's what I wanted all my life I knew somehow that being numb was worse.I continued "Were done Spot..." I said a little bit of my feelings(pain) rushing back to me I was actually crying now it was the first time he had seen me cry ,it was the first time I had cried in front of anyone.His eyes filled with sadness and regret as he saw a few tears roll down my cheeks.He stepped towards me and I stepped back and he got angry.How was that fair he's the one that cheated he had no right to be angry at ME! "Ya well you were just someone I could go to with my problems every once in a while.You just annoyed me with your whining everyday anyway.I don't need you and I never did!"
(Spots POV)
I can't believe I just said that to her I didn't mean it,it just came out of my mouth.
(Ignis's POV)
Wow is that how he really thought of me? "Fine! If that's how we're doing this then let's go!" I said stopping myself before I said something I would regret later "BY ALL MEANS PLEASE CONTINUE!" He shouted "ALRIGHT WELL HERE IT IS THEN I DON'T KNOW WHY I EVER THOUGHT YOU COULD LIVE ME OR I COULD LOVE YOU,YOU'RE JUST A WOMANIZER!" That hurt him and I could see it in his eyes "OH YEA WELL YOUR JUST A USELESS LITTLE GOIL THAT CANT FEND FOR HERSELF!"
Flashback:
My "step father" was giving me a daily punishment with the belt he had glued some razors to. "Your nothing.Your a useless little girl that can't do anything right." He said along with other things.
(End flashback)
"I HATE YOU" I screamed he was taken aback for a second at the words that had just exited my mouth but then "Well if thats how it is then..I hate you too." He said looking at me coldly. I was to tired to argue back at this point I wanted to just float away and find my father,but instead I ran.I ran as fast as I could far away from him back to the house and didn't look back I thought for a little on the roof and write a song.
A few days later we continued the strike Spot and I ignored eachother the whole time,but if we weren't ignoring we were fighting all night over the smallest things each night.We won the strike though and that night we won I went to the Brooklyn bridge I knew he wouldn't be there but it was my comfort place wheather he was there or not.

(Spots POV)
I didn't actually hate her truth is I missed her so much.Her smell,her touch,her voice,everything.We continued with he Strike and eventually won.Ignis and I ignored eachother and if we weren't ignoring eachother we were busy arguing every night over the smallest things we were both stubborn to say the least.That night when we won I could t sleep all I could think about was her so I headed to the Brooklyn bridge. Where I saw her.And I slowly walked towards her trying not to get socked in the face by a punch from her,I didn't know what to expect really her last words to me were "I hate you." I would t be surprised if it were true and she hit me.
(Ignis's POV)
I was sitting in the bridge when I heard footsteps they were slow,cautious, light but heavy. I knew who's footsteps they were I could never forget.So I stared to sing the song I wrote
(You can play the song now)
Mmmm mmm.You used to tell me that you loved me once what happened?What happened?Where is all of this coming from?What happened?What happened?You day I'm crazy and there's nothing wrong.Your lyin and u know I know. Baby what have we become?What happened?

We used to never go to bed angry,but it's all we ever do lately and.Your turnin away like you hate me.Do you hate me? DO YOU HATE ME? (I sand turning towards Spot he looked suprised that I knew he was there.)
oh,You can take this heart Heal it or Break it all apart.No,this isn't fair love me or leave me here  oh oh ah ha(x2) Love me or leave me here,Yeah

Do you remember when you loved me once?
(Spots POV)
That lyric really hurt.
(Ignis's POV aka back to singing)
What happened?what happened?
And you'd hold me here just because
What happened, no
We used to never go to bed angry
But it's all we ever do lately
You're turnin away like you hate me
Do you hate me, do you hate me, oh
You can take this heart
Heal it or break it all apart
No, this isn't fair
Love me or leave me here, oh, oh, ah, ha
Love me or leave me here, oh, oh, ah, ha
Love me or leave me here
Love me baby please
'Cause I could still be the only one you need
The only one close enough to feel you breathe
Yeah I could still be that place where you run
Instead of the one that you're running from, ooh
You can take this heart
Heal it or break it all apart
No, this isn't fair
Love me or leave me here, oh, oh, ah, ha
Love me or leave me here, oh, oh, ah, ha
Love me or leave me here...
I finished standing there silently crying as more song ideas popped into my
Head.He walked up to me trying to pull me into a hug but, I pushed away he had tears in his eyes and I ran.I had to sleep I had a porfirmence tomorrow at Meddas and I was gonna write a new song instead of the original one I was gonna sing.

Ouuu major tea has been spilled get out your metal straws folks and get ready for her performance.

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