Towers

Chapter 12

The door shut behind me and i could feel all of the anger build up inside of me because there was no other way that i felt like i could express my emotions in any easier way.

Im so bad at this!

I cant talk to people!

Im really not good at this!

But what can i do to prove myself...

Theres only one way...

I feel as if im broken.

Im a doll.

A plastic one.

Thats slowly breaking.

Slowly.

Then all at once.

But why do i feel like this!

She has probably already found someone else that could treat her right, but its only been at least 2 hours since she has left.

Is there still a chance?

Or has she already faded away.

I picked up my phone and looked at it slowly hoping that she had texted me or something..

I needed a sign!

Do i go?

Do i stay?

Do i move on?

Im so confused!

I dont know what to do without her in my life...

My phone beeped, and all of the hope that i had was hoping that it was Sophie and only Sophie but that all changed when i opened it.

Of course it was Courtney!

Does she have to ruin everything in my life?

First my girlfriend.

Now she is gone..

Now my feelings?

They are almost gone.

I ignnored the text message hoping that she wouldnt say anything else because that would just ruin everything.

Im still in the middle.

Do i want Sophie?

More then i want..

Courtney?

Wheres the sign!?

I then made a decision that would change the course of my life forever.

I wanted Sophie.

I was going to end this thing with Courtney!

Sophie doesnt deserve this...

I know it..

I know that she knows it to..

First i was going to start it off with a simple text message because i knew that she deserved at least a small explanation.