I hate/Love you.

chp 8

Seven.

Yeah, it's seven in the evening, I am laying on my bed staring my black and white ceiling.

Seven is the number that in today's agenda! Yeah, cause it has been seven days after that miraculous day.

Seven days of my so called marriage.

Seven days I have not seen my so called husband.

And add to my luck.at it's seven in the evening. Can a day get better?

"Niyu, dinner is ready," Ryan called from downstairs and I got up to move down. "and don't even whine about  piggy back ride, I am not going to come- Wow, you seriously came down?" He said when he saw he desending the stairs.

"Yeah, I guess"

"Are you alright?" He asked without any humor in the question. He was seriously concerned. After the date night, when I came back in the hoodie of Arav, firstly, he didn't asked anything.

But when I was alone in my room Ryan, came up to see if I am alright. He even asked if there is any need for him to beat the shit out if the next door guy! It made me laugh a little.

"Of course, I am fine." I chirped giving a big smile I can give.

"Really, but I think you are not fine, by seeing the cloths you are wearing. Are you feeling cold? Should I turn off the A.C?" His worried voice made me feel guilty.

I haven't told anyone about the marriage. Not even Ryan or my best friend.

About the clothing, it's because of the mangalsutra, No, i am not wearing it in my neck, buy now it's rapped around my wrist.

I don't know why I am not able to just remove it. And that the reason I am wearing long sleeve clothes!

"No, bro, it's just I think I should wear them. You know it's slightly chilly out there. That's why! Now come on I am damn hungry let's eat."

At dinner table everything went fine, with little conversation about my clothing again. 

After that I came back to my room. Still not getting any sleep in my eyes I was again in the same position looking at my ceiling.

Before my thoughts could wonder, there was knock on my door. I got up to open it. But to my surprise there was no one.

Again back to bed! Agrhhhh!

Knock!

But this time when I was listening attentively it was from window not door.

I carefully went there and removed the curtains to find Arav, with pebbles in his hand.

"What?"  I asked irritatedely and surprisingly.

Come out" he said.

"Why?" I raised an eyebrow.

"We need to talk" he said like it's the simplest thing in the world.

"Oh, so now you realise we need to talk." I shot back.

"Will, you quit being rude Juliet in the balcony and come down." He was no less than a cocky jock.

I got down in matter of minutes.

"Where the hell were you? Huh? You just vanished from the earth surface." I asked him eyeing him question-ly.

"Let's sit there on bench, we can chat there" he pointed the bench across the road.

After debating a full minute, I made my way there with Arav following me.

We sat there on bench, I was waiting for the answers and after a pregnant silence he spoke.

"Look, I know, you are confused of whatever happened, I know it was not right to marry you without your concern-"

"Of course it's not!" I cut in.

"Don't interrupt." He warn me.

"So, as I was saying, I think you have a right to know, since I married you and you are now involved in this."

"Took you long enough, eh?" I am not his slave to do whatever he wants me to do.

"Niya, I married you because..." Finally he was going to tell me the answer.

"Because?"

"Because, I didn't had choice. You were only one person that I thought of the movement could help me." He confessed.

"Oh, and I here was waiting for you to confess you undying love for me! Ahh, God why you have to be so cruel!" I said with fake sadness and too add up I even whipped the fake tears my eyes.

"I am being serious here, Niya."

"Really, didn't thought so?" I retroted rolling my eyes

"What's the main reason?" I asked.

"Ignorance is bliss, Niya." He said.

Really, first he wanted to tell me the reason and now he is telling me to ignore.

What is he?

"So my dear husband, that you have finally accepted that it was wrong to marry me, and now that you have come to the part of confession, why don't you just tell me."

"I never wanted to get married Niya, it was never in my agenda of life. Love , marriage, happiness this all things don't matter in my life. They all are as fake as the people. But when you care about someone, you do everything for them. That's the reason I married you."

Was it only me that is confused right now?

I think he really need shrink.

What the hell is he talking about.

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What is he talking about? Huh?

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Till them Miss me 😉😉