the fosters X billie eilish

twenty nine;

Alex's POV

"You feelin any better, sweetie?" My mom asked as she placed a hot cup of tea on my nightstand.

"Yeah. Yeah, I'm fine. Just a lil nauseous." I sent her a small smile.

"Okay, let me know if you need anything." She said as she kissed my forehead.

I decided not to go to school today because I was still feeling extremely nauseous from the party on Friday. I ended up telling my parents I got food poisoning. I felt really bad about lying to them, but I knew that if they found out I snuck out to a party and drank alcohol, they'd be hella pissed. I cant help but feel like I've been continuously feeding them with lies and it's been making me feel guiltier and gultier by the day.

I grabbed my phone and continued binging Cody Ko's youtube videos, since I literally have nothing better to do.

Yesterday, after Julia took my blood to get tested at the clinic she worked at, she concluded that my vitals were fine. She gave me a few pills to take and treated me for free, which was really sweet of her. I even tried paying her for the medicine, but she denied it multiple times. I was seriously relieved that Mikaela walked in the bedroom that night. Who knows what would've happened to me if she didn't.

I have felt really stupid about the fact that I even decided to forgive Andrea in the first place. I think I just wanted to believe she was the good person I thought she was, but I had to come to terms with the truth.

The girl definitely had issues, but apparently Billie ended up taking care of that. She told me that she was completely certain that Andrea would never hurt me again. And I was so grateful for her. If she wasn't in my life, I would've been a complete mess right now, but I honestly haven't even cried yet, which is surprising, even for me.

A soft knock on my door brought me back to reality. I quickly paused the youtube video, "Come in." I stated.

"Hey, you feelin any better?" I smiled looking up to see Billie's figure entering my room.

"Shouldn't you be at school, right now?" I chuckled as she took off her back pack and joined me on my bed.

"I wanted to see you. And, I got bored as fuck. Also, Miss Carpenter was doing that weird eye twitching thing, so I kinda just left." Billie explained, making me let out a laugh as she went under the covers and pulled me closer to her.

"Nah. I'm surprisingly fine, though." I muttered as Billie kissed my forehead.

"Oh! I stopped by Walmart and got you some stuff." Billie explained as she quickly sat up and grabbed her bag from the floor.

She quickly unzipped the bag before pulling things out, "A can of cream of mushroom soup, this jar thing filled with stuff to make hot chocolate with, one of those gay ass teen fiction books you like, oh and remember that hoodie you borrowed at Ethan's house. You told me how comfy it was, so here." Billie rambled on passing me the hoodie, while she scattered all the other objects on my bed.

I grinned at her as I quickly slipped her oversized hoodie on my head, immediately being engulfed in her sweet scent.

"Awe. so cute." Billie pouted with her silly voice, making me giggle.

I leaned forward and planted a small kiss on her lips and pulled away. "Mmm, not yet." Billie mumbled and she pulled me back in and connected our lips.

I deepened the kiss as Billie snaked her arms around my waist and pulled me onto her lap. I straddled her as she moved her hands up and down the side of my bare thighs, since I was wearing shorts.