Would I still choose you?

Chapter Six: Another Chance

Alexander P.O.V.

Alex!
Tawag sakin ni Rein, kunot noo kong nilingon si Rein at pinanood syang ginagawa ang
Bro Code naming dalawa,
That sign napailing at napangisi nalang ako sakanya.
Scissor means follow my lead
First stone means trust me
Paper means time, five o'clock
Second stone means meet me.
"Follow my lead, trust me, five o'clock meet me." 
So he got it, what I really mean earlier..

'A moment ago'

"Rein, One day she'll get over you, Don't doubt that.
I assure you, she will. It doesn't matter if it takes days, or weeks or months or year. But she will."
Because she'll find the better you, no matter how far you're, no matter how long it will be, she'll definitely find the better you.
"One day the broken heart of her will be fixed, by someone who really deserve her, someone who'll never hurt her again, someone who's completely crazy over her."
Her broken heart will be fixed by you who really deserve her. you'll fix it with your love, and that someone that who will never hurt her again is still you, because you'll feed her with your love this time, and when that time come, you better prepare your self because you'll be completely inlove with her, you'll love her more than you love her right now, you'll definitely give your whole when that time come.
"and when that day comes, I wish for you to be happy in it"
Yup! I really wish for you to be happy with her, and make her the happiest woman in the world,
by making her smile, laugh, and her happinness is enough to make me happy too.
"and this is the promise Rein, I won't be that guy..."
and that's a promise, that will never be broken, I won't interfere, I will let you love her endlessly, I will let her sleep in your arms, even if it's killing me watching her in your arms, but what makes me keep alive is her smile, that makes me fall for her hard as she fell for this guy named Rein, So I prefer you, Rein to be that guy than any other guy. I won't be that guy because she don't even know that I'm inlove with her, and that's really suck!! 
That's what I really meant earlier..
Reinniel is really sharp as ever, akala ko aabutin sya ng ilang linggo bago nya makuha ang tunay kong gustong sabihin.
And Yup!! I'm giving him another chance to prove it to me, that he really deserve Ezra.
He's my bestfriend anyway! Everyone deserve a second chance!
Mabilis kong tinalikuran si Rein dahil hindi ko na maitago ang pait sa mukha ko, baka masapak ko ulit pag naalala ko nanaman na pinaiyak nanaman nya si Ezra.

5:00am

Dahan dahan akong lumabas ng tent dahil ayokong maistorbo si Alexa,  nag punta ako sa shore para hanapin si Rein.
Naabutan ko si Rein na nakatayo habang ang dalawa nyang kamay ay nasa loob ng kanyang bulsa at nakatingin sa maalong dagat, naglakad ako palapit at  tumayo sa likod nya. gaya nya, pinagmasdan ko din ang madilim at maalon na dagat, hindi na ko nag salita dahil alam kong batid na nya na nasalikuran nya na ako.
"About what you said earlier..
I don't think I deserve her, She's my Juliet and she think I'm her Romeo, but the truth is..
I don't think I'm her Romeo, I can't give my whole to her like Romeo did for Juliet sake,
Romeo like me don't deserve Juliet like her.."
Sabi nya saakin ng hindi ako hinaharap.
Malakas na napangisi ako sa inis sakanya, humalukipkip ako para pigilan ang sarili ko na batukan sya, naiintidihan ko naman sya e, mahirap ang sitwasyon nya, at mahirap mamili between sa nanay nya at kay Ezra.
"Anong pakiramdam dude?" 
Hindi ko maitago ang pait sa boses ko, FVCK!! nakakabakla naman tong pakiramadam nato! 
This is fvking pathetic, I'm disgustingly in love with her and I'm awfully good at hiding it.
"What's the feeling being love by her?
What's the feeling when she's saying I love you more than anything.
When she's putting everything in the line for you?
What's the feeling when her soft and gentle eyes is crying because of you, when the reason behind her Innocent laugh is you, when her warm and comforting hands are holding yours, what's the feeling of her soothing hugs? when her soft perfect red sweet lips touches yours? when her eyes like glimpse of heaven are watching you..
I really wonder what it feels... Are you ready to lose the things I envy the most? You know what dude, I really envy you because of those thing, but one day I'll find someone else who can give more, more than I give, just like how you found her."