𝑰 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼, ˡᵉᵉ ʲᵉⁿᵒ

❝ i love you...forever ❞

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it rained for days
after you left me,
as if the sky itself
shared my grief

you said you love me
but why was it so easy
for you to leave?

i love you, you love me...
or was that all a lie?
because right now, i
don't know if i can stay...

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I never knew that you would become a big part of my life.

You were my light, the fire that kept on burning inside my heart.

But that was when I realized that I shouldn't have these feelings for you..

Because I'm doing this because of a mere bet.

I will end up hurting you, breaking you.

And it pains me to see you hurt. It pains me to see you cry.

I am so sorry for lying to you. All those little lies starts become true as time passes by.

And that was the time when I start to feel guilty.

That means I have to eventually break you heart.

That means you will cry because of me..

I hated this feeling. I hate you but I also loved you...

All those moments we spent together were nothing but pretending for me.

I'm sorry for toying with your heart. I truly am.

But you deserve someone better than me.

You deserve someone who will love you forever.

You deserve someone who will stay with you forever.

And that someone is not me. It can't be me.

Because I'm just someone who said 'I love you' as a little, pretty lie.

I am so sorry.

Promise me to be happy still.

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Warning :
Mentions of depression, self hurt, illness/disease, angst and a lot of sad chapters.

Get your tissues and hearts ready :))