𝑰 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼, ˡᵉᵉ ʲᵉⁿᵒ

stay with me

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[Jisung]

You held my hand tightly as you were catching your breath after dancing.

You were an amazing dancer. You were the best among the best.

You caught my eye since the first day we met.

We were close, as close as two peas in a pod but we weren't like you and Jeno.

But then when I overheard the reason why he was dating you...

I was mad. I wanted to punch him. I wanted to force you to break up with him.

But you loved him dearly. You loved him like no one else was in your world.

But of course, you didn't notice me. You were too love struck to him.

You were the best girl yet he was playing with you.

I gulped when I was steps closer to your room.

I felt my heart stop and tears were starting to form when I finally saw you.

You're now lying down on the bed with machines that help you breathe around you.

Jaemin gives me clothes required to wear in the room.

I entered the room and walk closer to you.

That's when my tears started falling.

I remember you telling me this illness of yours where you can get strokes at difficult times.

Where you find it hard to breathe and feel like your heart stops to beat.

I sit down and held your hand after weeks, months even.

I felt my hand shaking. I was shaking.

The next second, I found myself sobbing loudly.

I wish you weren't on this bed.

I wish you never had this illness.

I wish you never loved Jeno.

I wish Jeno never knew you.

I wish... you're beside me.

I love you... I love you so much..

Why didn't I tell those words to you earlier?

You promised me that I would never see you lying down on the bed of an ICU.

You said I would only see you lying down on a normal bed.

Waking up and talking to me.

Waiting for me to visit. Waiting for me to take care of you.

So why did you lie to me?

Why did you... make me like this?

"Y/n.... please... wake up.. don't leave," I said, seeing my tears dripping on the floor.