𝑰 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼, ˡᵉᵉ ʲᵉⁿᵒ

i can't help it

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[Jeno]

It was around 2 in the morning when I had a dream about her.

It was more like a nightmare.

A horrible one.

I was visiting her until she got a stroke in her sleep.

And she died while I was holding her hand.

I cover my eyes from the moonlight shining down.

I sit up and get up.

I walk to my desk, about to grab my pen.

But instead, I got hurt from the scissors that were just there.

I softly winced as I check my wrist.

There's now a cut on it.

A deep one.

I grabbed the cutter from the other side of the desk.

I pull up the blade and stare at it, seeing my reflection.

I take a deep breath before...

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[Renjun]

I sit down on my seat before glancing at Jeno's seat.

I heard the door open and saw Jeno.

He looks pale, tired and too broken.

I notice his wrist has bandages.

He puts his bag down before sitting down on his seat.

I stand up, walking towards him.

"What happened to your wrist?" I asked.

But he just scoffed and looked away.

"Yah, Lee Jeno. What the fuck happened to your wrist?"

Both of his wrists were bandaged.

Last time I saw him, he doesn't have bandages.

He possibly couldn't be doing that, right?

"Lee Fucking Jeno, what did you do?"

"Leave me alone, Renjun. It's not your business."

"You're my friend, Jeno! You are my business."

"Well, you aren't mine. Fucking leave me alone already."

I clenched on my jaw.

I grabbed his wrist before pressing on it, making him wince.

I unwrap the bandage a little and scoffed when I saw cuts.

He pulls his wrist back, covering it with the bandage.

"It's not your business. Leave me alone already."