𝑰 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼, ˡᵉᵉ ʲᵉⁿᵒ

raining outside

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[Jeno]

I look out the window.

Raindrops dropping.

The sky was covered with gray clouds.

Is the sky crying?

Are they sad as well?

I've always thought that raindrops are tears of the skies.

Is it true or it is just something that I believed?

I get dressed.

I put on a hoodie and grab my denim jacket.

I grabbed an umbrella before putting on my hood.

I opened the door and open the umbrella.

I cover myself with the umbrella as I lock the door.

I decided to walk around the neighbourhood.

I reach out my hand, letting the raindrops drip on my hand.

The cold waters of the skies.

It's as cold as my heart now.

I entered the convenience store before closing the umbrella.

I put it in the rack before going around the store to buy food.

I ended up buying two banana milk.

I paid for it to the owner and grab my umbrella.

I open it before leaving the store.

I stopped my tracks.

I turn to my side and saw that park.

The park where I and y/n would always hang at.

We would play around here.

Laugh around here.

Have picnics here.

I saw the tree.

I walked towards it and saw our carved names.

Reminds me of that day.

That day where we thought you died.

The day that my world crumbled.

The day that I wanted to kill myself.

The day when you were taken by Taeyong.

The day when you ran away from us.

The day... that was supposed to be our anniversary.

I caress our carved names.

I felt a tear escape my eye.

Do you really not remember us anymore?

Do you really not remember me?

"Do you even... still love me?" I rest my head on the tree.

Crying.

Thinking.

Broken.