𝑰 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼, ˡᵉᵉ ʲᵉⁿᵒ

i need you

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[Jaemin]

I get up from my bed before exiting my room.

There I heard my parents talking about y/n.

I felt my jaw starting to shake.

My eyes starting to get teary.

My feet couldn't move.

My body isn't responding.

I held the wall for support as I walk towards her room.

I quietly open the door.

I close the door behind me.

The sunset giving the room an orange light.

I walk towards her bed, sitting on it.

I was staring on the ground until I turn my head.

There I saw the matching plushies we had since we were little.

I grabbed it, pulling it closer to me.

That's when I felt my tears fall.

I caress the panda plushie closer to me.

I felt my tears on my own pyjamas.

I felt it drip on my hands.

The next second, the only audible sounds in my room was my sobs.

My cries.

My voice calling out her name.

My thoughts crashing into one another.

The only sounds in the room were all mine.

"Y/n.... please... come back.."

I cried.

And cried.

And cried..

And cried....

Until I have passed out.

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[Jeno]

I lie down on my bed lifelessly.

I can feel my legs go numb.

My arms go numb.

My hands feel so numb.

My wrist is tired from my trying to give it more pain.

My heart feels broken.

My mind is empty but her.

All I could think about is how I should continue living.

About what should I do from now on.

About what to feel from now on.