𝑰 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼, ˡᵉᵉ ʲᵉⁿᵒ

it's the end

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[Jaemin]

I heard the sound go blank.

Then doctors were telling the nurse what to do.

The boys drag me out as I just stare at the ground.

No one is talking.

That's when it hit me.

I grab Jeno's collar and punch him hard.

"IT'S YOUR FUCKING FAULT!"

I shouted.

I feel tears starting to forming.

"IT WAS YOUR FUCKING JOB TO TAKE CARE OF HER."

And another punch.

"AND WHAT DID YOU DO!?"

"YOU SENT HER HERE."

"YOU SENT HER IN THAT ROOM."

"ON THAT GOD DAMN BED."

"AND NOW, SHE'S DYING!"

Punch here.

Punch there.

I felt blood on my fist.

And that's when Haechan stopped me.

Jeno falls on the floor.

I was catching my breath.

I clench on my teeth but the tears were already falling.

"Fuck you, Lee Jeno..."

"I wish you go to fucking hell."

"I wish you never introduced yourself to her."

"I wish she never knew you."

"I wish you never existed in her life."

I grab his collar again.

"I wish you never existed."

"She was the only fucking sister I had."

"She was the person who made me happy the most."

"She is the best perfect alive in my entire life."

"Now, instead of alive, she'll be the best perfect alive and dead person I ever had."

"AND IT'S ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT."

I threw another punch at his face.

My vision was starting to get blurry from my tears.

My fist is hurting.

But mostly...

My heart is breaking.

My mind is losing control.

I push him away from me.

Seeing the blood I caused on the floor.