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[Y/n]I was looking away from them.
From Renjun.
From Jisung.
"You lied?" Jisung said, softly.
"You lied to us?"
"Did you know what we have been through, y/n?"
"How much it actually hurt me when you said you don't know us?"
"Do you know how much I lo-"
"I know that I hurt you!" I shouted, cutting him off.
"It hurt me as well!"
"That day, Taeyong saw me in the hospital."
"Instead of passing away, I was saved."
"Taeyong told me on that exact same that he will treat me in America!"
"I wanted to get better, so I accepted!"
"I accepted even though we have to leave that exact same day!"
"Even though I just woke up, if I stayed, you guys will visit again!"
"I was going crazy."
"No... I am crazy."
"All I wanted was to live a normal life, yet I..." I started to cry.
"Yet I have this illness which is torturing me!"
"I have to be careful and not get a stroke!"
"I try not to cry and stay strong just for you!"
"For Jaemin!"
"For Jeno!"
"But what did I get?"
"What did I receive from that one hella of a stroke?"
"Did I gain anything? Did I lose anything?"
"Am I going to die? Am I going to live? Am I going to stay here forever?"
"Tell me!"
"Tell me what will I gain!"
"Tell me what I will lose!"
"Tell me, Park Jisung, Huang Renjun!!" I shouted.
I was shaking.
Tears were falling.
I was choking on my own tears.
"I was scared."
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𝑰 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝒀𝑶𝑼, ˡᵉᵉ ʲᵉⁿᵒ
Fanfiction❝ i love you... forever ❞ It rained for days after you left me, as if the sky itself shared my grief you said you love me but why was it so easy for you to leave? i love you, you love me... or was that all a lie? because right now, i don't know if...