It's my seventh month and today I'm having my check up. I'm going alone since Alexander is busy with their business. I was walking down to ride a cab when a car came to a stop.
I never expect to see him again. He hasn't change a single bit. "You're... " I didn't let him finish. I rode to the hospital. My hand was starting to sweat.
He's back!!!
I arrived at the hospital and quickly made my way to my obstetrician. "Monique, you're early?" She greeted. "Yeah.. I have to finished this fast. I'm going to see my husband." I smiled. I was really planning to go see Alexander and bring him lunch.
She said my baby is great. She also said that he was healthy.
It's starting to get hot and my paced was making me feel exhausted. I arrived at their company. Everyone was greeting me politely. "Here to see your husband?" one of the employee asked. "Yeah. I made him lunch." He smiled and helped me carry my bag.
As I opened his door something I never –in a million years – expected to happen. Out of surprised I dropped the lunch box and his attention drawn to me. Horrified.
My eyes lose its joy. All that's left was the feeling of hurt and betrayal. I saw how he stopped what he and his secretary was doing. He was stopped from approaching when he saw the tears fell from my eyes.
I picked my bag and shut the door without a single word. I walked lifeless. He stopped me but I don't wanna talk.
"Moe..What you saw was nothing." I flinched by his word.
NOTHING? DID HE JUST SAY IT WAS NOTHING?
I looked at him with disbelieving eyes, "Nothing? did I heard it right, you said NOTHING?" I tried to composed myself but God knows I can't. I couldn't.
"I know what I saw Alexander! And what I saw doesn't tell me that it was nothing! You almost ALMOST had sex with her! If I didn't come maybe—no, not maybe, SOMETHING will surely happen! Ha!! And you had the craziest excuse to tell me it was nothing. ALEXANDER I AM NOT THAT STUPID!!!!!!!" He tried to touch me but I won't let him. "DON'T YOU DARE TOUCH ME WITH THOSE FILTHY HANDS OF YOURS!"
"You disgust me." Those are not enough for what he did. I don't care if I made a scene. All I wanted is to get away from that place.
As I arrived at his house I pulled my suitcase and luggage bag and put all my clothes inside. I heard the pounding steps and he came rushing. His eyes are red and he started to let his tears fall. But sad to say I'm too angry to let it go. "Stop that, Moe. You can't leave me. I need you." He tried to take away the bags from me.
"Give me back my bags!"
"No!! Lets talk!"
"Alexander, There is nothing to talk about. I've decided to leave. And I made up my mind. Not your words or even your pleads will change it." He shook his head quickly.
"You know what? I thought you've change. But I'm disappointed. I was wrong. You're just like him. A USER AND A PLAYER. I DON'T NEED A GUY LIKE THAT TO GUIDE MY SON AS HE GROW UP." I saw how my words stung him and it hit him through.
I Left. I know his world end and mine as well. For the second time, I left someone I loved so much. I gave him all. Now I learned my lessons.
Never love too much because that too much, can hurt you so bad. This will take long to heal but I'll keep up . I will continue living without him. And I know this is for the best.
