You're Not Bad (Reader x Bad sanses)

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(I'm going to... try something!)

Sometimes I wonder why this all happened to me.

I was a normal child, just like one of the thousands that were born when I was.

But 'fate' decided to pick me for the little game it likes.

I was an angel, my parents died, so much sorrow and responsibility were put on my shoulders...

Why me?

That's what I thought before killing that person in an alleyway.

That's what I always think about before I satisfy that urge to kill...

Why me?

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I teleported back to the forest, where everyone was sitting down eating some pancakes. "Food?!" I exclaimed, teleporting next to Killer and stealing one from Horror's plate. 

They all jumped seeing me teleport. "YOU CAN DO THAT?!" Nightmare exclaimed, making me laugh. 

"I can do a lot of things, Night." I winked, causing Nightmare to grumble and look away, blushing slightly.

"Wh@t c@n y0u d0?" Error spoke up, making me smirk.

These guys are going to regret asking me that. 

I looked at a tree and nodded to it.

Power coursed through my veins as I put all, just a 1/ 10000000 of it, of my energy in lifting that tree into the air.

They all yelped when it went soaring through the air, landing about a foot away from where Dust was getting out of the tent from.

Dust screamed like a little girl and jumped back, making everyone burst out in laughter.

"Well, now we know not to mess with you." Killer joked, making everyone laugh again. 

From the distance, I heard, "THE FUCK WAS THAT?!"

I fell out of my chair in laughter.

Error helped me up after I stopped laughing, and Dust asked that one question that may or may not...

Worry me.

"So? Where were you? Error just said you protected Ink, and then disappeared saying something he couldn't hear." 

Yeah, you can tell why I was worried. 

"Uhm... I just forgot something that I needed to take care of back at my friend's house." I lied.

Well, I kinda told the truth?

"H@h@. S3r10usly, Qw3n. W3'r3 w@y m0r3 w0rs3 th@n y0u. Y0u h@v3t0 trust us." He said, frowning.

Nightmare nodded, glancing at the giant tree that I threw. 

Should I tell them?

I mean, they wouldn't leave me if I did...

And Killer, Horror, and Dust are worse...

But they're trying to control it.

I'm just giving in.

"We won't leave you, or just run away." Dust said in an almost a whisper.

They were all looking at me with curious and fearful expressions. 

They're afraid of me.

"I-..." I froze, seeing Error flinch slightly. Only I saw it though.

"I can't..." I mumbled, gripping the table and sighing.

"I need to go somewhere," I uttered, getting up.

I can't handle the faces right now. I just need time to think.

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I took a step in Outertale, my all-time favorite AU, and immediately felt a calm sense was over me. 

This AU just calms me for some reason.

It may be the only thing in a hundred miles that is living or just the complete silence that helps me get rid of the urge to kill...

I just like this place.

I sat down in a little rock that was floating around, staring up and down at the stars. This is another thing that calms me.

Now I can think.

Why am I so hesitant to tell them my secret? Killer, Horror, and Dust already did... Just something about losing them makes my chest curl up in anxiety... 

I've learned that over the years spent with Mia and Gavin...

But this is different. 

I've been with Mia and Gavin, surprisingly, longer than I've been with the skeletons. Then why do I feel like I've known the skeletons-

"QW3N?!" I heard, making me sit up in the rock, looking around me to see Error floating near me skillfully with a worried look on his face. "Yeah?" I asked, frowning as he took a seat next to me. 

"Wh@t H@pp3n3d? y0u c@N t3ll m3, y0u kn0w." He murmured, making me smile.

"It's fine, Error-" He suddenly turned to me, glaring harshly.

"N0 it's not! You've witnessed things that couldn't be even handled by a human, almost died, and so much more that I don't even know about! You've been suffering." He thought for a minute, and then said, "I heard you say something in your dreams."

The first thought that came to my mind was, 'stalker'. Then I processed what he said...

Well, ignoring the fact that he DIDN'T EVEN FUCKING GLITCH!!!!

"What?" I asked, thinking of the most negative things known to humans.

"I heard you say something about a girl. Mia, I think it was. Who is she? And..." He looked away for a second.

"N3v3rm1nd." He grumbled, opening a portal and hopping off the rock, which lead him to fall into the portal.