What my Wife Doesn't Know...

Is it worth it?

"Elena please answer the phone...I-I was fired from my job today. I have no one, please babe I need you"

this is about my 50th time calling her and her answering machine picking up. I sat back on my couch staring at my cellphone wondering how my life got so crappy so damn fast. I sighed deciding to go for a drive.

I walked out of my apartment taking the elevator down and getting into my car. I drove, having no designated location, but just driving to get things together. I'll get my job back, I just have to find a way to compromise with Tasha. To get her to stop trying to ruin my life, well, I guess my life is already ruined.

I stopped the car realizing that I'm in front of Tasha's house, they're no lights on, it doesnt even look like she's home. Should I go in there? What if she stabs me or something, I wouldnt pass it by her, she's crazy. She's probably standing right in front of the door waiting for me to come in and BAM! She'll shoot me.

I laughed shaking my head while getting out of the car, nah, she's not that crazy. I apporached her door knocking rather lightly afraid of what she might do to me when she opens the door. I see the living room light turn on as I prepared myself for seeing her,  

"Mathew?"

I shoved my hands in my pocket while frowning slightly, "yeah, it's me"

she frowned, "what the fuck are you doing here?"

"I dont know"

"are you here to apologize?"

I frowned, "for what? You should be the one apologizing, I did nothing to you. You made me lose my job, you broke Elena and I up. Hell I dont even know if my friends still want to talk to me anymore. You ruined my life!"

she stood there and laughed after I practically poured my heart out to her. I stood there feeling the need to hit her, but I refrained from doing so. She finally stopped laughing taking a breath, "come in"

I frowned not sure if I heard her correctly, "what?"

She laughed while stepping back, "come in"

I hesitated looking around as she walked further into her home and I just followed not knowing what to do or think.

"Do you want something to drink?"

I shook my head while taking a seat on her black couch as she did the same. It was awkwardly silent for a while as I fidgeted on the couch. I sighed, "so, what do I have to get you to do to stop ruining my life?"

She smiled her evil smile whie schooching closer to me, "make love to me"

"what!?"

"Make love to me like I'm Elena, make love to me like you do with Elena. I want it to be passionate and rough"

I frowned thinking about how fucked up this is, "so let me get this straight, you want me to have sex with you and then you wont be in my life anymore?"  She nodded while smiling,

"how do I know you wont just go back and tell Elena about this?"

"you have my word. I promise to you that Elena wont find out about this"

I looked into her intense hazel eyes finding no uncertainty, I cant even tell if she's lying to me. She seems so damn sincere, but I dont know if I can trust her because of all the shit she's done to me. I shook my head, "I dont know if I can do this"

"oh come on Mathew, dont be a bitch now. You've been having sex with all of these women out here and now you're afraid to get you dick wet for just this once...Unbelievable!"

"It's not the same! I'm having sex with you pretending like it's Elena, thats just fucked up!"

She sighed, "well, if you cant do it, then I guess I'll have to make your life miserable...or more miserable" she laughed, while getting up.

I pulled her back down kissing her passionately. I feel so dirty, this feels so wrong.

"I can feel you being hesitant Mathew, just let it go. I'm Elena and I want you back Mathew, I forgive you"

I kissed her again, backing away and leaving a little space between our lips. I did just as she said, and instead of seeing hazel eyes. I began to see the pretty baby blue eyes that I've grown so accustomed to.

I kissed her harder this time, biting her lip wielding her to open her mouth as I slid my tongue in causing her to moan, "I missed you Elena"

"I missed you too babe" I ran my hand through her silky soft black hair while rising up from the couch and wrapping her legs around my waist kissing her and walking to the bedroom.

I layed her down on the bed taking off her shirt as she took off mine. I sighed, knowing that this is wrong, "I cant do this" I began to get up but she grabbed me.

"Please, dont leave me alone. I promise I will leave you alone if you just do me this one favor. Your job, your wife, your friends, everything will be back to normal tomorrow, I promise"

there was a long silence as I began to think about it. Everything will be good tomorrow, I'll have my job, my friends...my wife. I'll have everything back. Is it really worth it...?

I had a bit of a writers block, I'm sorry it took so long. Umm, yeah, so what do you guys think? Do you think Mathew will do it? Do you guys think its worth it?