The Intoxicating Affair

Chapter 7

A few weeks have passed. Julia and I have still been meeting up. Mainly at my house, haven't been back to her house since I first went there. We see each other two to three times a week, sometimes more. We can't get enough of each other. She's starting to feel like a failure as a mother though which sucks. She had a breakdown to me a few nights ago saying she feels like a bad mother and wishes she could love Mike and be a better mother and wife so she could live a 'normal' life was how she put it. I think Mike is starting to get suspicious, not in the fact he thinks it's me but because Julia is going out more and coming home later, he's becoming more paranoid. He rings her a lot more and checks up on her which can be quite annoying. I shouldn't complain, I'm the one who's ruining his marriage, I felt bad. Luke and I have become a little closer over these past few weeks. We went out for after work drinks last week which was good but I swear he was trying to flirt with me which was weird. I sort of laughed along and what not but I ended up leaving early to see Julia.

It was Friday, my day off. Owen came around and ate some lunch with me. He's starting to get serious with this Zara girl. He's actually letting her stay at his house which is very unlike him. I still haven't met her.
"When you seeing sexy mumma next?" Owen spoke
"I'm not sure, hopefully tonight if she can" I replied
"Damn I'm so envious. What I wouldn't give to get in with a milf" He stated
"Sucks to be you because it's amazing" I smirked. Meanwhile I got a text message from Julia;
It's Sophia's and Liam's school concert tonight. Mike can't come. Can you please come with me. I feel like a single mother when I go to these school events. Other mothers look at me and pity me, I hate it. If you can't I understand.
"She wants me to go to her kid's concert tonight at their school" I spoke
"Woah, slow down. You're becoming a baby mumma. Don't go" Owen replied
"Why? I'm not going to become a baby mumma..." I spoke
"You have already said before those kids really like you... You're going to become attached and then you're in real trouble" He replied. It made sense with what he was saying but I don't want to be there for the kids, I want to be there for Julia.
I replied;
I'll be there.
"Has she said the word yet?" He asked
"What?" I replied
"Love? Has she said she loves you?" He asked
"No? Why?" I replied
"No that's a good thing. It's good that she hasn't. You have to cut her off if she does because if she divorces her husband for you then you really will become a baby mumma and she would've sacrificed everything for you. You still have your whole life in front of you... You do not want to settle with her" He explained. I sat there and took in his words. I guess I wouldn't really want my own kids for a few more years and I like where my life is right now. Should I cut her off soon? I just wouldn't know how to... Could I even live without her? Jesus, I hope I wasn't in love. This would become way too complicated, just like Owen said.
"I'll end it before it comes to that" I replied eventually.

Tonight I am wearing black jeans with small black boots along with a red and white flower print singlet with my black leather jacket. I looked girly, I had a few girly clothes around but I rarely wore them. I'm mainly wearing them tonight because I don't want the other judgy ass mothers looking at me and then judging Julia for it. I grabbed my keys and drove to Julia's.
I pulled up in her drive way, still blown away by the house. I got out of the car and rang the door bell. Sophia answered.
"Hey Summer! Do you like my costume?!" She spoke straight away.
"Hey! I love it! It looks great" I replied
"Wow you look pretty tonight" She spoke, I smiled.
"She does" I heard a voice. I look up where I see Julia holding a glass of wine, leaning on the wall by the kitchen, her eyes on me. Sophia was still blabbing on about her constume but my eyes were glued to Julia's. She was wearing a long black dress but it was slimming and hugged her curves perfectly. There was a belt at the front. She was wearing black stockings with nice black heels. Damn, she looked good. I shut the door behind me and approached her. Sophia had walked off.
"You look gorgeous" She spoke
"Me!? Look at you!" I replied. She grabbed me by my waist and pulled me close to her. I was into it but then remembered her kids are here. I pulled away.
"Your kids..." I spoke
"Come with me" She replied as she walked upstairs. I followed her. We walked into her bedroom. She shut the door and kissed me. I suddenly remembered where I was. I stopped and looked around, admiring the room.
"Don't overthink it" She spoke as she grabbed my hand.
"Just feels wierd. You sleep next to your husband every night in that bed" I replied
"I guess I'm jealous of him" I added
"You have had more of me than he has in the last five years" She spoke, it made me feel a little better. I kissed her. I sat her on her dresser and pulled her dress up a little. My hands sliding up her thighs. She was wearing stay ups again.
"Are you trying to kill me?" I smirked as I squeezed her thigh.
"Does it make you want to rip my dress off and fuck me?" She whispered
"Yes" I replied softly
"Then yes I'm trying to kill you" She smiled. I wrapped my fingers in her hair and pulled a little, exposing her neck to me. I kissed all down her neck. I bit her a little, I loved the way she responded to this stuff. Her nails digging into my back and wrapping her legs around me tightly.
"What time should we be leaving?" I whispered into her ear.
"Now" She replied. I gave her one more kiss before pulling away. She hopped off the dresser and straightened herself out.
She faced the mirror of the dresser and was checking her make up.
"Summer!" She spoke
"What?" I was frightened, she pointed to her neck where my bite mark was slightly visible.
"Fuck I'm sorry" I spoke. I know Mike is not allowed to see that or he'll be asking questions.
"Be careful next time. I love it but other people would not" She replied. She wasn't angry at me like I thought she was.