The Intoxicating Affair

Chapter 11

I was waiting and waiting for Julia to message me, it's been a few days. I felt like I was obsessing with her all over again. Can't stop thinking about the nights we've had together, the kisses we're shared... I was doing quite good without her in my life, I was back on track and living life. I probably broke her heart and I don't blame her for not actually messaging me. I called Owen and asked if he wanted to have a couple drinks with me tomorrow night after work as it's Friday. I asked if he could call up some girls and bring them around, preferably bisexual so if anything were to occur, they would be into me as much as Owen. I doubt Owen knows any gay girls so bisexual is as good as it gets. He seemed more than happy to invite a bunch of girls to party at my house.

After work I put some snacks on the kitchen bench for when everyone comes over after. I had an esky out next to the kitchen bench with some soda, beers and cruisers in it. I kicked back on the couch with a beer. My phone beeped. I check it. It was a message from Julia;
Jaguar, one hour. Can you meet?
This felt familiar. I replied;
See you there.
I quickly called Owen to call off the night. I didn't tell him the real reason, I just told him I didn't feel well. I quickly got dressed and drove to the Jag. I was wearing black jeans, black suade dress shoes with a light blue Tommy Hilfiger button up. I was fashionably late. I walked in the doors and I see Julia sitting at the bar. This brings back memories. I take a seat next to her.
"Hi stranger" I spoke, she was sipping on what looks like a tequila and sprite. An apple cider was sitting in front of me.
"You still like apple right?" She spoke, she was quiet. Would barely look at me.
"Yeah ofcourse, thankyou" I replied as I took a sip. I sat there in silence for a moment, admired her. She was wearing a tight maroon dress with black heels. She looked stunning.
"How've you been?" I started the conversation. She raised her eyebrows as she took another sip of her drink.
"Intense" She replied
"Talk me through it" I suggested, she looked at me. For the first time tonight, her eyes locked with mine. They looked a little dazed. I wonder if she's had much to drink. She also has a hint of nervousness in them.
"Well, as you know... I divorced Mike and have since relocated. The kids are adjusting. Liam is taking it a little harder than Sophia" She started to explain. I didn't say anything besides sit and listen.
After ten to fifteen minutes of her speaking about how her life's been, I had filled her in on mine too. Not that I've done anything exciting. There was silence between us again. I hated it.
"This place brings back memories. Where we had our first drink together. Remember?" I spoke, I saw a very slight smile appear on her face.
"I remember" She replied.
"Look, did you want to come back to my place? I have some left over Chinese if you want to share? I have wine" I suggested, she looked at me.
"Not sure that's a good idea" She spoke
"Come on... Just food I swear" I held my hands up. She smiled.
"Fine, I'll meet you at yours" She got off the bar stool, picked up her hang bag and walked out. I admired her. My eyes darting down to her ass. My heart skipped a beat. I quickly finished off my drink and fast walked behind her. I got in my car. Her car was behind mine. I pulled up in the driveway, Julia parked behind me. I got out the car and opened the house up. It was quite cold and Julia didn't bring a jacket. She was just in a dress.
"I'll put the heater on" I spoke as we walked in. I heated up the left over Chinese and placed it on the kitchen bench. I poured both of us some wine. I put some music on. A playlist that sounded all too familiar.
"This is really good, mmm" She moaned as she chewed. That little moan made me shift in my seat. It wasn't even sexual but it reminded me of times that were.
"I swear Chinese is always better the next day" I replied. The food had perked her up, or maybe it was the wine. Either way, I was fine with it. We had a good laugh. I can tell Julia is getting drunk because she laughs a lot more and is more confident.
"I don't think I can drive now" She spoke
"Nope, I definitely don't recommend that... It's fine, I have a spare bed. You can sleep in mine" I replied
"No that's fine, it's fine I'll just sober up and I'll be fine" She spoke as she stood and stumbled a bit. I grabbed her and stood her back to her feet.
"No, you're staying. It's midnight anyway. I'm not letting you drive home at like 3 or 4 in the morning when you've sobered. Just stay" I replied.
"I've never slept here before" She spoke
"That's true, you haven't" I replied.
We walked to my bedroom.
"Woah lots of memories were made here" She spoke as she tried to un-do the zip on the back of her dress. She kicked off her heels.
"Can you help?" She asked as she pointed to her zipper. I got close to her, I could smell her strong perfume. I un-zipped it just enough so she could reach. She un-zipped it and the dress fell off her body. My eyes widened. She was wearing this sexy pair of underwear. A lacy black bra with a black g-string. Holy shit. She fell onto my bed and put my sheet over her. She plumped herself up on her elbow and looked at me. She looked so sexy.
"Are you coming?" She asked
"Uhh, I was going to sleep in my spare bed" I replied
"No... I don't want to sleep by myself. Please." She spoke. I knew if I got in that bed, I wouldn't be able to control myself.
I walked into my closet and got changed quickly into my grey trackies and Calvin Klein bra. I turned the light off and got into bed next to her. Staying as far away from her as I could.
"Brrrr, it's freezing!" She spoke as she wrapped her arm and leg around me. She felt perfectly warm to me. What's she playing at? Her hand resting on my lower stomach. Her fingers moving just below my waist band. My heart was beating so fast, I could literally hear it. My room was quiet, very quiet. Her head was right next to mine. I was facing the roof. We were laying in complete darkness. She turned onto her back. Oh thank god. I turn to face her. I couldn't see her but I knew she was there. She grabbed my hand and rested it on her stomach. Moving it down ever so slowly. I could literally feel her underwear on my fingertips. Her breathing was starting to pick up as she was placing my hand further and further down. I know what she wants. I just don't want to give it to her. I want her to want me more. I moved my hand myself to her thigh, close to her vagina and squeezed slightly. Sliding my hand over her underwear up to her stomach, back down over her underwear to her thighs. Teasing her. I slid my hand back up past her stomach and rested it on her breast. Squeezing just a bit. Moved my hand back down and she grabbed my hand and held it over her underwear. Making me rub her. I got up and hovered over her. She tried to kiss me but I dodged it. I kissed her breast, down to her lower stomach. Small moans escaping her mouth. I grabbed her underwear and pulled them off. I went down towards her vagina, kissing all around it. She kept raising her hips to my mouth, wanting more. I moved back to her lips and licked them. Tasted like wine.
"What do you want?" I whispered
"You know exactly what I want" She replied
I kissed her, finally. Ugh. I've missed this. She grabbed me and tossed me over so she was on top. I've never had her be so dominant. She pinned my arms down and kissed me. It's never been this intense before. There was so much hurt between us, I could feel it. I broke her heart, as well as mine in the process.
As we climaxed together, we lied beside each other eventually drifted to sleep. The sex was so incredible, mind blowing in fact.

I awoke to Julia sitting up in my bed. Her bare back was facing me. She was completely naked.
"Hey" I spoke, she jumped.
"Sorry, didn't mean to startle you" I added as I plumped myself up.
"I didn't mean to sleep over... I'm sorry" She spoke softly. I grabbed her hand.
"I liked it" I replied, she turned to me and smiled slightly.
"Besides I wasn't going to let you drive home with how intoxicated you were" I added
"Oh.. I drank way too much last night" She spoke while holding her head in her hands.
"Hey" I spoke, getting her attention, to turned to face me. Her eyes had a little bit of mascara underneath them but she still looked beautiful.
"Come here" I added as I held out my arms.
"I need to go. I have to pick up the kids from Mike's soon" She replied as she got up and started putting her underwear back on.
I quickly put my trackies and bra on. I raced over to her as she was quickly getting dressed. Almost like a root and boot situation.
"Stay for breakfast atleast" I spoke
"I can't Summer" She replied bluntly
"Hey, what's wrong?" I asked
"Nothing... I just feel like staying here last night was a bad idea. I didn't even mean to sleep with you. I definitely didn't want to" She spoke
"You didn't want to? What do you mean?" I was offended.
"You broke my heart Summer and left like I was nothing. I had to deal with my divorce and the kids asking questions and everything, all by myself. I had no one to help or support me. I was alone. I was heart broken" She explained. My heart sank.
"I'm sorry... I'm sorry that I left but I was so caught up in this thing that we had and you had a husband and it was messy. I couldn't cope that I was breaking your family up" I replied
"You weren't the one that broke my family. I did that all by myself. I just didn't expect you to be the type to get scared or have cold feet. I don't blame you. Taking on two kids and a woman who's recently divorced is a lot for someone as young as yourself but I suppose I got too attached and I don't want to make the same mistake again" She explained
"Are you saying I was a mistake?" I asked
"In a way, yes. I don't know what I was thinking to fall for a woman who's so young" She replied
"You were in love with me?" I asked
"Of course I was. I was so infatuated with you. Now sometimes when I look at you, I'm just reminded of pain" She replied. Oh wow. I remind her of pain. I couldn't help but tear up. I have never felt so bad.
"You know I loved you right? I was so in love with you and yeah maybe I did get cold feet but I was scared of what Mike would do if he found out or what the kids would think and I just was mainly stressed for you" I explained
"It's fine because I've made the decision to end it. Like I am now. Last night was my good bye" She replied as she grabbed her things and made her way to the front door.
"Can I see you soon? We can talk?" I spoke
"Do you really think that's a good idea? I went to 'talk' to you last night too. Ended up sleeping with you" She replied
"Is that such a bad thing?" I smiled, she shook her head, wasn't having a bar of it.
"Wait, wait. Julia, please. Please see me again?" I asked
"I don't know Summer... I have to go" She began to cry, I could hear it in her voice, which only made me more upset.
She got in her car and drove away. I slowly walked back inside, shut the door behind me and fell to the floor. I felt numb.