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"...why,huh why john?"
"I-i..."
"How long?"
"What?
"For how long have you been doing that?"
"Is it to necessary to tell c-"
"Yes it is john,it is..."
"2...2months"
I opened my mouth in shock with tears streaming down my cheeks i ran to our bedroom and snuggled into blankets crying out louds
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Johnny's POV
I was about to text y/n when the doorbell rang. It was my backup dancer.
She said she came to talk about the next upcoming tour. We started talking but then she started flirting and unzipped my pants and my shirt and started kissing me. I couldnt pull away because she had her legs wrapped around my torso. She undressed herself leaving along naked. Both of us. She bited down my neck leaving hickeys. Things only Y/n does. She pushed me onto the bed and handcuffed me then blojobed. I couldnt stop myself moaning. No john you dont get pleasure except from y/n.
Then i heard the door crack open
"Y/n" i tried to talk then right when she heard to she unhandcuffed me and kissed me again so when y/n would come in it would all look like i cheated on her.
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I knocked on the door and layed down beside her. I put my arm around her she didnt move. I even tried talking to her.
"Y/n babygirl, listen to me please"
"Leave me alone" she said still crying
"Angel,please listen,i promised you i would never do that and i would never hurt you,i respect and love you,its okay if you break up with me, you're gonna make your choice no matter if i like it or not,im so lucky to love you babygirl,since the day you came in my life you know you were the one for me,sometimes i think to myself how i got this lucky to have you,baby i love you,i know that you're mad at me right now and maybe want some time alone to think straight but im honestly sorry from the bottom of my heart,if i could go back and redo this day you know i would for you,in a heart beat,i'd do everything to shed your tears,you know i hate when you cry and whats the worst that i'll never forgive myself,i made you cry,so babygirl let me show you i love you,let me love on you,all i did to that slut was something shown and done to you,you know you're the one that makes me moan in pleasure,she didnt,but its not this point,i want you to know that i love you, not just with word but even with touch,well i tried to pour onto you,thank you for listening tho,and for the hundredth time i love you and i cant live if i cant have you"
Y/n POV
His words made me melt,from his voice and his tears i knew he was telling the truth,and no i wasnt going to break up with him im not that dumb,so i decided to pour too since he did so, i know he loves me.
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I turned around to face Johnny and stared at his green emerald eyes.
He was crying.
"Shhh shh its okay baby,im not gonna break up with you,you know i would never do that,i keep promises remember?,i love you too,more than you'll ever know,please dont cry,look,im not crying,look," i cupped his face with my hands and cleared his tears then kissed his forehead then his nose stoping at his lips
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I still love you,just to know" he said looking at his nails.
"Ohh about that show,right time yeah?"
"With you?,always the right time" he said smirking
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Clothes in the floor
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