All i wanted was a healthy relationship.
Thats what i always thought up.
Well. Wrong thought.
"y/nnnn" he yelled on top of his lungs.
I was downstairs doing something real fun.
Crying.
He just...he doesnt love me like he used to.
No touches like he used to.
Nothing like he used to.
"Yes john?" I tried to speak without cracking my voice.
"Come here" he said
I got there slowly trying to clear my tear and look like i wasnt crying. Hope it works.
"Y-yes john?"
"We need to talk" i knew what was going to happen next. Some tear showed in the brims of my eyes even tho i tried to hide it.
I sat down kinda distance from him.
"um...you know...i uh...." he blabbered
"Just say it...let it end please" tears scrolled down.
"Are you-"..."are you crying"
"N-no..."
"He came closer and lifted my chin up with his fingers. I could see worry in his face. I swear he looked so innocent.
"Princess...look at me" he knew i always liked that nickname. Gold times.
I bited my lip while another tear showed up.
"I cant..." i cried. I didnt even try to hide it.
"Baby....princess please tell me"
I couldnt stop crying. I had held it in myself for months. It eated me inside.
He tried to comfort me in his embrace. I cried in his chest. For some moment i felt like the old times that he used to kiss my forehead like that. To call me princess like that. I fell asleep crying in his chest. I didnt even sleep at night. Always going downstairs and finding a cryingcorner.
I woke up in the middle of the night. I had forgotten what had happened hours ago.
Some strong grip didnt let me leave.
"J-john..." "shhh....get some sleep angel" he kissed the crown of my head and spoked softly drifting of to sleep peacefully.
"Dont try to"
"What?"
"Dont try to love me when you dont"
"Baby-"" no john...just tell me now. Let it end. Let us end...please" i whimpered.
"I-i...i dont love you anymore..."
The world spinned around.
Strong grip wasnt felt.
Tears were burning my cheeks.
His innocent face wasnt there.
"Well...thank you for loving me john"
"..." he whimpered. You hurt me why'd you cry.
"Looks like we werent meant for each other"
Of course we were.
"I will always love you..."
I left in the middle of the night.
He was a ŁØVĒŔ. my lover. Now he is my over.
Everyone promises forever...until they find someone better!
(Based on a true story)
