october,21st,2020
i was peacefully sleeping as i felt a hand lace through mine.
A warm hand welcomed mine as i held his hand back.
"wha- babe no" he said in his raspy voice.
"im trynna sleep john" i said as o turned around my back facing him.
"but im trynna love on you ma' " grabbing my waist and pulling me against his chest. no space left between us.
"Please bebe im really tired right now you dont understand, i love you too so much but im so tired, but i promise tomorrow we will spend so much time together" i kissed the crown of his head as he sighed.
"aight ma babe good night"
~tomorrow~ (cuz im lazy teehee)
"morning princess, i know you're asleep but thats okay im explaining now." a sigh
"You've been so busy lately, and i miss you a lot ya know, we dont spend that much time together but thats okay i understand. I get that you're always working plus me being on tour but...i miss you like so much, we're close but...i dont know not the same as we were. I hope you understand me princess, I love you forever but we need a break, i love you more than everything in this world but right now is not the right time, be safe my love..."
heard everything i just couldn't face him cause i know i wouldn't be strong enough to hide my tears.
i love you forever John.
