The beauty within✔️

XVIII

Too afraid to admit that I love you

I love you

You're the one I love

After all this time , I hope you wait

" Ugh stop it!" Jennie yelled throwing the files on the table as a hand reached for her shoulders

"You okay Jen ?" Hanbin asked looking up from the documents . Jennie let out a deep sigh . The events of last night were still fresh in her memory .

She shook her head and slumped on to her chair , no matter how hard she tries the guilt does not seem to subside . How can he love her even after all this time ?

"Hanbin " she began as she played with some pens  sitting lifelessly on the table " what would you do if someone you hurt in the past still does not have any hate towards you ?"

"Well ,it depends on the person , if that person is still willing to be love then he or she's a keeper " he explained with sincerity in his voice

Jennie let out a another sigh and ruffled her hair

"It's about kai isn't it ?" He asked and Jennie turned her head towards him

"How ? "

"He's the only one who can get you so worked up "

"I'm sorry "

"For what ?"

"For rejecting you " she mumbled

"It's okay I'm moving on and besides the heart lovess who it loves doesn't it? ' he let out a chuckle and Jennie nodded still not convinced and hanbin could sense that . He got up and left the cabin dialling a number

"Hello?"

*

Jennie reached her apartment tired and exhausted when the door bell rang . She got up and opened the door to reveal two smiling faces

"Surprise !" The two girls exclaimed as they held up a shopper containing two tubs of ice cream and CDs of some sad sloppy movies

"I mean how can he still love me ?"  Jennie cried as she took another spoonful of her ice cream

"Come on jendeukie you must know this better than anyone else , kai loved you and so do you " jisoo answered handing her another tissue

"NE unnie , kai loved you stop with this guilt , he's not the only one who's suffered didn't you also suffer ? Fate has finally led you towards him take this chance and seize him " Sana said as Jennie chuckled

Maybe they were right maybe it is time for her to confess her feelings

*

Jennie got ready early in the morning , today was the  day she was going to finally confess her feelings no more hate no more distance they would finally be together .

Jennie entered his modelling agency and asked everyone around about kai but was met with a shrug in response when she finally got a response from his director

" He asked me directions for han river maybe he went there " he replied checking the pictures from Lee Jong suks latest shoot

Jennie rushed out of his office as soon as she got this information she reached Han river in her car and searched the whole place when she finally found him . A figure leaning against the railing from an angle you would think that be was about to drown himself and that's exactly what Jennie thought

"Yah kim jongin !" She yelled