Just Another Magcon?

Chapter 32

Cam's POV-

There I was. Left lonely. Crying because I fucked up.

That's all I ever do. Fuck up. Ruin everything. Make people feel like shit. I seem to be pretty good at it too...

The anger was boiling up inside of me. But not at Becca, at myself. At myself for being so stupid.

I lost all control, "GOD FUCKING DAMNIT!" I slammed my hands on the kitchen counter and felt the tears rushing down my face.

I felt like an idiot for letting her go like that. I'm even more of an asshole because I ruined our plans. Great. Another thing I screwed up. Score 2 for Cameron. I sighed.

"FUCK!" I kicked one of my shoes that were laying in the hallway of our empty apartment. Goes to show that im nothing without her. I'm empty inside and physically. I mean it when I say she's my everything.

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Becca's POV-

This entire situation was absolutely ridiculous. We just got over fighting and he really has the nerve to think that I would cheat on him when I cried myself to sleep for a week straight?

Is he really that stupid?

The problem with Cameron is not that he's stupid, but he doesn't think before reacting.

If he would've taken the fact that we just fought into consideration then maybe he would've realized I'm not that kind of person. Or maybe if he thought about how Nash has already done that to me and I wouldn't want to make someone go through what I did.

God he's such an idiot.

But.. I love him.

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I drove. And drove. And drove. Until I finally turned around.

On the way home I decided to text Cam to be expecting me in an hour.

I'm going to straighten things out for him, not by fighting, or yelling. Just a calm conversation and I'm going to get him to snap back to reality and wake up.

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I finally arrived home. Slowly, taking a deep breath I twisted the doorknob to the apartment.

I've never been so nervous to walk into my OWN apartment.

When I walked in I saw Cam sitting on the couch with his hands in his face, tears running down his cheeks.

He looked up about to say something, then becoming speechless.

He tried, "Ugh- I'm- I don't -" was all he could manage between each sniffle.

Awh he was crying.

"Listen Cam. I need to set something straight with you. And when I say listen to me, I mean it." He looked me in the eyes nodding.

"First of all, this isn't highschool anymore where we fight then a long text or a kiss can fix it all. We've moved on from those days. I'm done with that bullshit. We're almost adults now. We live on our own. We're in love. Maybe it's time we start acting like adults. Okay. I love you. I really do. Everything about you, just you. I'm in love. And if you really think I would cheat or do anything that you wouldn't like behind your back, please think again. There's a reason I moved in with you. I trust you that you will get me on my feet before I'm actually an adult. So why would I do anything to ruin that? You need to stop reacting so fast. Ever thought about that? Reacting too fast? Yeah well guess what, you do it. You need to chill out and think before you speak."

Cam's POV-

Wow. I never took what Becca told me into consideration.

I react way too fast and maybe I should stop.

But right now I'm focused on fixing this with her.

She was about to walk away when I grabbed her and spun her around. I grabbed her hips and pulled her close.

"You're right." was all I managed to say before crashing my lips onto hers. I missed it so much.

"I love you." She blurted out in between each kiss.

I pulled away and she put her head down. Slowly lifting her chin up I responded. "Becca I love you. I'm sorry."

And I kissed her passionately. Unlike any kiss before because I came to the realization that my entire world was standing in front of me.

I smiled.