Miya's POV
Vacation day namimiss kona sila. This is my first birthday na di nya ako binate. 5 na ng hapon april 15 wala pa syang ni message saken nakakalungkot pero siguro nakalimutan na nya.
8 na nang nag message sya sakin ng happy birthday syempre tampo pa ako kasi inaasahan ko na sya ang unang babati saken. But then syempre ok na at least binati nya ako masaya nako don.......
Then after ng birthday ko the next month na sya naman ang nag birthday. May 20 ang birthday nya ka birthday ng aking mother. May 19 at 12:00 gising pako hinintay ko talaga mag 12 para ako ang unang babati sa kanya. Malapit narin mag pasukan senior na kame. Ay senior lang pala walang kame. Palapit na nang palapit ang araw na magkakasama na ulit kame......
3 days before the school day start again bigla syang nagbago ng hindi ko alam ang dahilan. Tinanong ko sya pero ayaw nya sabihin. Nagaliy sya saken ng hindi nya sinasabi ang dahilan. That time i got hurt so much. I even cry fo the whole night. But after i cry for the whole night i realize that hes not worth it. Naniniwala ako na kapag may nawala may darating.....
Hindi nagtagal that same day he left me is the same day a girl named Kyla came to my life. At first ayoko sya i entertain kasi ang kukit nya at feel ko maingay sya. But dahil sa kakulitan nya i forgot my problems. Dahil sa kakulitan nya diko napansin na unti unti nakong nahuhulog sa kanya. Dahil sa kakulitan nya nakalimutan ko yung taong nanakit saken. That girl always makes me happy. That cute little girl i never thought i fall for.
But then i realize we cant be together. I realize that she deserves more, she deserves a real man not a girl who doesn't know if she is a pure girl or a bisexual.....
I try thing to make her change her mind. To fall for someone. For her not to fall for me. She really deserves to be happy.
Ayaw ko syang masaktan. Ayaw ko syang malungkot. Sinusubukan kong malayo yung loob nya saakin dahil alam kong pagdating sa hule hindi rin kami pwede. I do like her but we cant be together.
Dear Kyla
I know you're reading my story. Alam ko na nasasaktan ka sa pagbabago ko pero gusto kong malaman mo na para rin to sayo. Ayaw kong masaktan ka. Someday maiintindihan morin kung bakit ko ginawa ang mga bagay na to. Its not for its for you. Always remember that if you need me im always here for you, If you feel alone always remember that you always have me, If you feel no one loves you im here. Feel free to tell me if you have problems. If we cant be together you can have me as your best friend. I love you.
~ Lovingly yours Ace
