Do you understand how hard it is to love someone who doesnt love you back
Do you understand how hard it is to sit hand in hand, touching thighs, with her leaning on your shoulder, soaking in her warmth while she giggles about the one who stole her heart
It's not fair because for once in my life I just want someone to love me you know
And I'm scared the only time I'm ever gonna get love is if I'm forced
Yeah that's my biggest fear
No one wants to hold me like her
The only time I'll ever get affection is if I'm raped or something
And now I'm wondering why I ever fell in love in the first place
The whole thing is stupid
So damn stupid
