Okay, this Thing needs to be done before tomorrow.
It needs to be done in an hour.
I need to do the Thing right now.
But I won't.
Why.
Don't I want to do the Thing.
Yes.
I want to do the Thing.
Do I know the consequences of not doing the Thing.
Yes.
I know the consequences of not doing the Thing.
Am I anxious about not doing the Thing.
Yes.
I am anxious about not doing the Thing.
Then why,
For the love of all things,
Won't I get up and do the Thing.
I don't know.
But I can't.
But I want to.
Yes.
I want to get up and do the Thing.
I want it so bad.
But I can't.
I physically can't.
Then put my phone away.
Then I won't be distracted.
Sure.
I'm not doing the Thing.
Why not.
Why not.
I don't know.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
But.
This is why I'm so proud
When I say I got up in the morning.
