Let me start by saying, hi how are you? It has been a bit and I was inspired to right this due to things I have experienced recently. Along with that, lately I have been biasing Taehyung a bit. But let's be real here, ot7 or none! Please enjoy this story part and if you have any questions, comments, concerns, or requests, please feel free to pm me here, on my insta, Snapchat, or comment. Let's start shall we?
1am
It had started as one of those nights. I was sad, alone, and hopeless. It was a night that I'm sure you, the reader, has experienced.
It was the type of night you lay in bed, and stare at your ceiling, hoping it will give you an answer to your sadness. A night where every one of your dreams seems so far away.
That night I had hoped to fall asleep, but I didn't.
Instead I switched from looking at my ceiling to looking the lamp by the side of my bed. It gave me a sort of warm feeling. The feeling you could get from hugs or a good home-cooked meal.
I worked an office job and it payed enough to fit the bill of my apartment. My fridge had enough food for the next couple weeks. I had a nice bed and nice matching furniture in the small apartment.
I had everything I needed. Everything but a family and friends.
I had moved to (location) about 5 months ago. My biological family almost seemed like the didn't care about me and my friends were never around. Especially when I needed them most.
I moved for a new start. But my new start was feeling like it hadn't started yet.
Without realizing it, I had started to cry. It was no normal cry though. It was the type of cry that when you heard it, you could tell the person it belonged to was hopeless. And when you felt it, you felt nothing.
It was a loud, annoying, cry. The cry that sounded as if you had just lost everything.
For a good hour i wailed and whined. I sobbed and I balled.
And then there was a knock on my door. I immediately hushed my crying to a small whimper.
The knock was quiet, but persistent. It came in intervals of 4 for a bit. And it kept comimg.
I got up from the comfort of my bed, and walked towards my door, slowly. As I walked I began to wonder how I heard the knocking. I shrugged it off as the knocking continued.
When I reached the door, the knocking stopped. I mentally gave a small thank you to the person behind the door for leaving, until I heard a small
"Hello?" I sighed and silently took my thank you back. "Hello? I know you are there I can hear you breathing"
I cringed at myself, and then realized I would have to actually awnser the door.
"Who is it" I said. My voice cracked and I cringed again. The voice behind the door gave a small laugh.
"Taehyung, your neighbor" He said. I nodded. Taehyung lived across the Hall from me. We had only talked once at one of our neighbors dinner parties, but he seems like a nice guy. And not to mention he was good looking.
I look through the peephole on my door to make sure it was him, and not to my surprise, it was.
I unlocked the door, and put on my best fake smile.
As the door opened, I was greated by Taehyung waving at me, and giving me a tired smile.
"What's up? " I asked, assuming he needed something.
"Well I was on my way home and I heard you crying. I wanted to know if you were okay." He said to my dismay. He did want something, but I wasn't willing to give him want he wanted. An answer I wasn't willing to share.
"I'm fine" I said, a clear lie that the both of us didn't believe. Taehyung gave me a look that was between a few things, and I couldn't tell what they were. It was a look of maybe sadness, or maybe disappointment, or maybe even confusion.
He tilted his head and then raised his eyebrow.
"Mind if I come in? " He asked. I secretly rolled my eyes. "Fine" I scolded myself quietly for not knowing how to say no.
I moved from the doorway to let him. He smiled at me.
"Would you like me to take my shoes off? " He asked respectfully. I nodded and closed the door behind him. I went to my light switch and flipped it, and then went to sit on my couch. I motioned for him to sit across from me, but instead he set down next to me.
This time I sighed out loud.
"It's clear you aren't okay, and I know we don't really know each other, but I think it might help for you to talk about it" He said, looking at like he understood what I was going through even though he didn't know what was happening.
I nodded and gave it a quick thought. Maybe he was right. "Okay I guess... Well it's complicated. It seems like my family hates me and I have no friends and I'm just not happy." He nodded.
"Is there anymore" Taehyung asked. I thought about it. "Well I hate my job and I thought about going home, but if I go back, I still wont have anyone"
I was on the verge of tears again, and I couldn't look at Taehyung anymore. I brought my knees up to my chest and lay my forehead on my knees.
"You know (Y/N) it's okay to cry." Tae said and placed a hand on my back. And with that I gave in to the tears.
Taehyung had scooted closer to me, and placed his arms around me.
Together we sat like that. I'm not sure for how long, but we just sat there. He sat with his arms around me until I finished crying.
"Hey, thanks Tae" I said, finally facing him. He nodded and smiled "(Y/N), this may seem strange, but I will always be here for you. You won't be alone anymore. I promise I will be here for you whenever you need it"
I smiled again, and stood up. He followed behind me.
Without warning, I gave him a hug. I smiled into his chest. That warm feeling was there. Taehyung hugged back right away. Soon we let go of each other.
"I have to work tomorrow so" I started. "How about you take it off. Take break." He said. "Why? " I asked
"Well you deserve it and I wanna take you out. Get to know you more" He said. It took me by surprise.
I nodded. "I guess so. " Taehyung smiled. "Cool I will see you tomorrow then"
By then, he had out his shoes on and was about to walk out the door.
"Um hey Tae" I said. He turned around to face me. "Thanks again" I said, he smiled. "Anytime (Y/N)" he turned around and walked to his door. I was about to shut the door but then he said "I like the nickname by the way. 'Tae' it's cute" He smiled and walked into his apartment.
I smiled after him and closed my door. I headed back to bed.
So this was rushed and kinda all over the place. I did enjoy this and I may make a part two but idk. But stay healthy!!! Love you all❤❤
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