I was sitting on my bed crying. My husky pup kept nudging my side as if he was asking what was wrong.
What was wrong was all the hate I was getting from being rapmonster's girlfriend. I have been dating him for 5 months know but all I got was hate and more hate.
I went to my bathroom to take a shower cuz those always help. I saw my razor and of course had those thoughts but I would never hurt my self on purpose.
After my shower I decided to go out for some boba tea I think I deserved it.
I got to the shop.
"I will take 1 chocolate boba please."" Aren't you rapmonsters girlfriend?" " yes I am". "Oh than I am not helping you, you don't deserve that."
1 hour later
Why why why why.I was crying softly with ice cream by my bed I had finished it in 5 minutes. I read more comments .
* your not pretty enough*
* poor rapmonster*
* she ugly*
I cried myself to sleep.
3 hours later
I think it is 11pm I am so sad. the door opened it was dark in my house. Thank goodness I know my way around here.
I hurried down to the kitchen. I grabbed a knife and went to the door. I saw 7 people walk in from behind the couch. Then I knew who it was I put the knife back and turned the lights on.
"You guys scared me..."" Sorry ". They all said in unison.
"Y/n are you okay" rapmonster asked. I assumed he could he could see the mess everywhere and he could probably see the tear stains on my cheeks.
"No"" what's wrong" " your fans hate me". I said and started crying. Rapmonster carried me up to my room and put me on my bed and signaled me to talk.
I told him everything. The rest of the boys all went back to their dorm.
"I am tired I am going to sleep". "I will stay here." Rapmonster said.
He started singing.
You are beautiful
In every single way
Words can't bring you down
That was the first song he sang
Then he sang
You are beautiful
Just the way you are
"Y/n?" "Yes".
"You are beautiful".
"I love Rapmonster"
"I love you too y/a"
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