Chapter 27: No, Wait!

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Your POV:

Okay, I take back what I said. I care if people see me... especially Matt.

"Y-Y/N?" He started crying slowly and took a step forward. I put down the knife and looked deeply at him. His tears made my cuts feel worse... i'm not sure why. I felt so much pain and empathy and I don't want him to feel bad for someone like me... i'm so stupid and ugly and worthless... I don't deserve to be cared for.

"Please s-stop crying. I-I don't do this a lot." He started to get really emotional as if he was gonna burst out... but I beat him to it. I was sobbing uncontrollably, and Matt ran quickly towards me and hugged me, making me cry more. He wrapped his arms around my waist, and I wrapped mine around his neck, with my face squished into his chest. We were loud, loud enough for Edd to walk in and screech, covering his mouth with both of his hands.

He saw my wrists and the knife and us crying loudly. He didn't start crying, but actually ran straight to his room. Maybe he wasn't sad about the fact that I was hurt, but the fact that I was hugging Matt... bitch.

He released from the hug slowly, and I wiped my tears with my right hand... the empty wrist. Matt looked down at me and frowned a concerning and traumatizing look, making me feel worse. 

"W-why do you e-even care? I-I'm so wor-thless and ugly. You deserve a better f-friend." My voice was shaky and hard to understand, but he got it.

"Y/N... your so much more than what you think you are. Y-You don't even know!" His tears started to form again. I wiped his tears away with my thumb and smiled the best I could, with tears still under my eyes.

"T-Thanks." was all I could say. After that, my heart was empty of all emotions and then Tom walked out of his room.

He noticed my wrist and the bloody knife, and pulled his sleeve up to his mouth.(He has long sleeves on his hoodie) Tom was biting his hoodie to keep himself from crying, and closed his eyes. I could feel his regret and stupidity inside of him... and it made me fucking happy.

Then, I could hear him mumble something to himself, and then he said it again and again but louder each time.

"i soy, im sory, i'm sorry, I'M SORRY! I'M SO SORRY!" He went from a soft whisper, to a loud yelling that made Tord run down the stairs.

"What the hell is going on down here?" he then noticed Tom and my wrist, then made an angry face. "WHAT DID YOU MAKE HER DO?!" Tord grabbed Tom by the collar and was about to punch him, but then Matt grabbed his fist. Tom and Tord made a surprised look and Tord gulped, as Matt's grip was tightening and started to cause deep pain.

"He, didn't do ANYTHING." Matt's voice was low, and sorta creepy. I walked towards Tord and he turned towards me, making Matt back down and put his hand by his side.

"It was you."

"What do you mean, me? What did I do?"

"YOU RUINED EVERYTHING! FORCED ME TO LOOSE EVERYTHING, AND MANIPULATE ME, AND MAKE ME HURT MY BOYFRIEND! YOUR THE REASON I HATE MYSELF, YOUR THE REASON I HAVE NOTHING! YOU ARE THE ONE, THAT CAUSED THIS!" I shoved my wrist in his face and he starred at it, watching the blood drip down slowly as his tears did.

"leave, without me. And don't bother coming back."

Tom had a look on his face that was so sad, yet you could tell he was happy too.

Tord let go of Tom's collar and hugged me, I didn't know how to react, so I just stood there shocked with my hands on his chest, as if I was pushing him but i'm not. He whispered something in my ear though...

"Jeg vil savne deg, ha en god reise uten meg. Jeg elsker deg, Y/N." And then he walked out.

Just like that.

*(translation: I'll miss you. Have a good journey without me. I love you, Y/N)*

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