I'm Yours~Eddsworld X Reader (CURRENTLY EDITING)

Chapter 39: He dead.

5 months later***

Beep...

Beep...

Beep...

I heard the monitor next to his bed, making my stomach churn and heart ache. He laid there, his eyes closed. He had a gentle look but he was pale and shaking. I could tell his mind was calm though, his breathing was so steady and peaceful. He wasn't in a coma, but he has been sleeping a lot these past 2 months. 

I'm here with Tamara and Ringo. All the girls have been coming to say their last goodbyes this week, so they are staying with us to be with him while they can.

"How have you been holding up, love?"

I turned around and Tamara was holding my shoulder behind me. I smiled, and patted the seat next to me for her to sit down. I like keeping Tamara close to me while Tom's gone right now, she has his same feeling and smell, and not in a romantic way. She is warming, but it's not the same.

"...What am I gonna do, Tam? He's gonna be gone."

There was a small silence and she wrapped her arms around me from the side and leaned her head on my shoulder. For a second, I thought it was Tom. I might be going crazy.

"Your too strong to give up, Y/N. You have us, and that's what really matters."

I started getting emotional and she wiped a tear from my cheek, Tom always does that. Sometimes i would cry about him and he would do that.

"Tam, I'm pregnant."

...

"Your what?"

"I-I'm pregnant."

She stopped hugging me and looked at me, her eyes were wide and she stood up.

"How L-long?"

"3 months..."

"YOU GUYS FUCKED WHILE HE WAS SICK? Y/N, THE BABY COULD BE STUPID OR SOMETHING!"

I started full on crying and she stopped yelling. My yelping was so loud, my head started throbbing from the pain of my tears. Tamara couldn't yell at me, not like this. She kneeled down and hugged me. I cried in her chest, smelling her blue cotton. I wish he was here, why is he sick? Why does everything have to happen like this? I can't raise a baby that might be retarded without Tom, why did I do this to myself? Why did I do it while he was sick? Why did I go with Tom while he was sick? Why didn't I go with Tord? Why didn't I move into my parents house instead of Edd's?

"Honey, It's gonna be okay."

Shhhhh

...

BEEEEEEEEEEEP

We looked over at Tom and he was awake, staring at me crying my heart out. Why was his heart rate so high?

"...Baby?"

"Tom, are you okay? Why are you-"

"Get the... nurse, Tam."

She ran out of the room and closed the door behind her. He signaled his hand for me to come closer, tears stained on my face. He looked so miserable, he must be in so much pain.

"...You look so beautiful, y/n. When did you get so pretty?"

I laughed and a tear swept my face. I couldn't listen to him without getting emotional.

"Please don't cry over me..."

I started crying more, his voice brought back so many memories. I couldn't get myself to talk, but I tried.

"P-Please... Don't leave. I... n-need you."

I saw his smile grow and he grabbed my hand. He closed his eyes and then stared deeply into my eyes. He was gonna say something really deep that will make me burst. And guess what... he did.

"I'll always be with you and Vannah. You have to...-"(Your baby's name is Savannah, but y'all call her Vannah)

He coughed and a tear swept down his cheek quickly.

"Go on. And i promise that I'll always be... there."

His speech started slowing and he looked at the door. He really needed that nurse. Thankfully, Tam ran in with a lady with a name tag that said 'Brie' and she gave Tom a shot. He fell asleep and I covered my hands over my mouth. What if that was the last time we ever talked? Me complaining... i'm so stupid.

This has happened 2 times this month, so It isn't new. But they said It's a really bad sign. And they said it's too late to perform surgery because there is a high chance of death in this stage, now it's stage 5. The worst one. And I'm so fucking worried.

"Ma'am, we have some news."

I turned around and the nurse so called 'Brie' was looking at me.

"Yes?"

"We're losing him."