My Prince's Diary

Chapter 11: Oh My Gasss!

Guys sorry po sa late updates. Haha bussy po kase sa school. Pagpasensyahan nyo na po ang mga last chapers pero po ngayon babawi po ako promise. Hope You liked it. :)

Mico's POV:

"What the f*&@k" Yan lang ang masasabi ko sa araw-araw na practice namin for the play. I don't even care about that stupid play. 

  Speaking of stupid, where the heck is my f^*@k*^ng diary? I hope I'll find it soon. There are so may things I want to write on it now but it seems to be impossible. I wanna freak-out. There are a lot of things coming into my mind. Buisit na buisit ako sa mundo. Galit ako sa lahat. Gusto kong sumigaw pero....

"Tok...Tok.....Tok!...."

Biglang may kumatok!

Panira naman ng moment eh.

Take-2 cge.

Nag-iisa ako sa kwarto, iniisip kung anong gagawin ko sa buhay ko at...

"Tok...Tok...Tok!...."

P*t*a^g *n^! Sino ba un?

I went to the door and opened it. "Kumain ka na ba?" Bigkas ni kuya. Oo nga pala, tatlong oras na akong nagmumukmok sa kwarto ko. "Hindi pa kuya!" sabi ko. "Pwede bang sumabay narin ako sa yo?" Tanong ni kuya. But since no one can enter my room, I refused and said no. But I continued and said "Probably in your room." Pumayag naman siya.

------------------------------------------------------------Sa kwarto ni Kuya-------------------------------------------------------------

Tahimik kaming kumain, walang pansinan, parang ordinary dinner lang. (for me).

Minutes passed..........................................................................................................................

Biglang nagsalita si kuya which started a pointless conversation. (again for me).

"Naaalala mo pa ba nung huli nating ginawa to'? That's a long time huh."

Sa haba ng sinabi ni kuya isa lang ang sagot ko.

"No." I said.

I know to myself that I lied. Deep inside, every detail of that moment is still fresh in my mind. Pinagsisisihan ko ang trato ko kay kuya. Each of the careless words that I say to him gives me such regret. Gusto ko bumalik ang pagkakaibigan namin but it seems to be impossible.

"Yeah-right!" He said disappointedly.

"Ang tagal na kase eh. Sana maalala mo." He continued.

Naooffend ako at nakukunsyensya pero ayokong magmukhang mahina sa harap nya.

"Bunso, Ok ka lang ba?" Tanong niya. " Yah...uhm...ok lang ako." For the second time, I lied. I Know that I'm not ok. 

Para hindi na ako kabahan I immediately made a pathetic excuse. 

"Ah, kuya, I have something to do. It's a nice dinner. I appreciate it. Thank you." Then I immediately leave his room not even finishing my food.

Pagdating ko sa kwarto, nagwala ako! I mean hindi naman ung O.A. na pagwawala, medyo nainis lang ako. I can't tell anyone what I feel, because no one including me can't understand myself. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako naiinis pero inis na inis talaga ko. Ihate myself! I HATE MY LIFE!

I'm so stupid? I know.but I don't know but I don't know how to escape. 

Yung feeling na hindi mo alam kung bakit ka galit. >.<