Secret Paradise

Chapter 7

I couldn't believe the trip was over. I all happen to fast. I dreaded putting my clothes away and coming back to reality. 

AHHH

I heard a loud scream which sounded like my mother sending me in to a panic. I dropped everything and ran down stairs.

"Mom what's wrong?"

"Hey butterfly nothongs wrong mom just saw a spider." That voice sent me in to shock.

"No."I whispered."No, impossiable!" I felt sick trying to put two and two together. "How you're dead?"

"What are you talking about?" The man said stepping closer

"You're dead i was there I was with you when you died." My mind was flooded with memoires. The hospital. Screaming and crying every night. Cole- Cole! where was he? He would know what was going on.

"Hun are you okay?"My mother asked like she cared.

"Yeah I'm just gonna go look for Cole and I will see you later." I turned on my heels heading for the door.

"Cole? Why would you go see him ? Right now to?" My father- no this man that looked like my father questioned me.

"No what do you mean. Coles my best friend. If you're gonna try and take my fathers life you must at least know about me and Cole being best friends."

"Honney are you sure you're alright."My mots putting her hand on my forehead.

I remove her hand from my head."I'm not sick i just need to see Cole. He can tell me what's going on here."

"Dylan, Cole is with his girlfriend right now remember Lana?"

"Girlfriend?" my mouth can barly make out the words. "Girlfriend?" I repeat louder. "Cole has a-a-a Girlfriend!" 

I run out the front door to his house. This must me a cruel joke. I get to his house and look for the spare key. Finding it i open the door and run to his room. Before opening the door I stop. What if what my parents are saying is true and Cole is with Dana Jana Hana or what ever here name is. Can't be he has his music up loud like always. Everything is fine.

But I was wrong.

I opened his door walking over to his bed. "You will never guess what just happen in my house -" 

What i see makes me wanna brake down crying. Cole is on top of some red head girl her shirt half way up her stomach. His off and lord knows where.

"What the hell Dylan!" He's says getting up pushing the girl off of him. 

"I'm sorry I just thought- Wait no I didn't just think-"

"You're right you never think! That's why no one likes or talkes to you!"

"Excuse me! I came here to talk to you because my dead dad is now alive and my mom cares about me and apperently my best friend hates my guts and has a FREAKING GIRLFRIEND!"

"Best friend?" his voice raises at friend like I said something untrue.

"Yes best friend remember when wwe were seven or has this chick sucked everything out of you?"

"Don't you dare talk about her like that. Yes I remember when we were seven. You were a bitch then just like you are now!"

Bitch. He's never said that. He's never been anger with me. We've never really faught before. No not here not in front of 'Him' and dana hana lana. I ran out of the house and down the street. I didn't know or care where my feet where talking me I just let them run.

They cared me to a lake I have never seen before but you know it doesn't suprise me. Everything is happening that I have never seen before. I curled up under a big tree and cried. I hated the way things were. I never thought I would say it but I was I had my old life. 

Sounds crazy but at least there I knew who was my friend and who hated me and who was dead! I formed myself in to a ball under a tree. I should have seen it coming someone so cute, funny, and annoying bestfriend/in love with me. Please? My own mom doesn't even love me. Or at least she didn't un till I came "here"

I don't know how long I was under the tree but I do know I woke up in my warm fuzzy bed.

Fuzzy? I looked around in my room using the moon as my only source of light. I looked down at my blankets. Pinks purple and some weird color that look like it wanted to be both pink and purple. I looked at my walls spotting like hearts and stripes along the lit part of my room.

What the hell was this? I don't even like pink it's just a vampire red. I frowned at the poster on my wall. Hanna Montana, wasn't her show cancelled along time ago why is this on my wall. It had to be Lilly. I got up and ripped the poster. i yanked open my bedroom door and stomped in to Lilly's room ripping the poster in to peice and putting it all over her room.

I know I sound like a bitch but if you little sister always did this to you you would do something like this too. I smiled at the mess in her room and started to head for the attic. I knew all my stuff would be in there, and if not I could use some old stuff and not that fluffy crap.

I pulled down the stairs and climbed up in tot he old dusty room. Looks like no ones been in here for a while. I turned on the light and started looking through the boxes. I opened a box with pictures of a young happy family. 

We had just moved here one year before lilly was even thought of. I was the only child. My mom was holding me while my dad looked down at us smiling. I grabbed another picture and it was 3 years later. Mom and Dad were still happy but I wasn't. You see a frowning girl with pink bows in her hair and brat in my moms arms.

I giggle lightly to myself I remember that day I wanted to were my jeans but mom said I'd look nicer with a dress. After we took this picture I ran in to a ditch with dirt and took out my bows. My mom nearly fainted and Lilly ran over to play with me. My dad tried to calm my mom down as she watched her perfect family crsh and burn in the dirt.

I moved on from this books looking for some blankets but found more pictures. They we marked Dylan 9-13 years old. I felt a big grin spread acrros my face. This is when me and Cole really became the best of friends. i opened it and started to flip throught the pictures but there was no Cole just all the people I've hated my whole life. 

I'm at parties with them, dances, movies, malls. My smile faded as I couldn't find on epicture of me and Cole, Then there was one. We were about 14 at Lilly's party. My and Cole where sitting on the couch in my room watching moves. his arm around me and I looking up at him like an idiot. But it was okay because I had my bestfriend by my side.

I took the picture with me so I could show him tomorrow and fix everything with him. I finally found a box with blankets and pillows and some old converse. Seeing my room I feel like my shoes might be the same.

I turned off the lights and put the stairs back up and went to my room. I fixed the blankets on the floor and added some pillows to it. Laying my head down I feel fast a sleep.

{I know it's not my best but I really did have homewoke and practice ran over so I stayed up an extra hour for ya and I really sleepy. It's like 11 something and I have to be at school by 6:50 so my brian is hot. To make it up to you I will try to write tomorrow and try to make it amazing. 

XOXO

Lizzie