Never shall we sink

CHAPTER 17: BEST FRIENDS.... WITH BENEFITS.

We saw Deanns and si Jema, saying their good byes and good nights. Mukhang matagal tagal den bago magkita ulet tong dalawa dahil start na ng training ng halos lahat ng schools.

Inggit ka?

Oohh! Potek ka nagulat ako sayo! And FYI hindi ako naiingit.

Hmm kaya pala naka kunot yang maganda mong mukha. Did I just called her beautiful?

What did you....

Bumukas yung pinto. Buti na lang.

Ginagawa nyo jan? Uhm, well, good night!

Night! Sabay naming sabi ni Ponggay.

Nilock ko na yung pinto tapos aakyat na sana ako nung tinawag ako ni Ponggay. Shit sayang.

Bei?

Hmm? Lumingon ako sakanya at kapansin pansin na nagiba yung aura nya. Nakayuko sya habang papalapit saakin at dahan dahan nya akong niyakap. Hindi mahigpit yung yakap nya, gentle lang, di ko alam kung dahil alam nyang may pasa ako or..... hindi Bea. Nagiisip ka nanaman ng iba. Baka kelangan nya lang ng comfort kasi, kasi, hindi ko alam. Binalik ko naman yung yakap nya. Why Ponggs? Are you okay? Binitaw ko yung yakap para matignan sya. She looked blankly at me. You really are beautiful. Wait is she crying?

Why are you crying?

Di ako naiinggit sakanila.

Eh bat ka naiyak? May masakit ba sayo?

Lalong di ako nag seselos SAKANILA. She emphasized the "Sakanila" word.

Where are you going in this conversation Ponggs?

Ang manhid mo naman Bea! Nagseselos ako, sa mga nakakasama mo because..... I still have feelings for you. Natulala ako sakanya. Hindi ko ineexpect na ganun yung maririnig ko sakanya. Umupo sya sa sofa.

Pinunasan nya yung mga luha nya. Tinabihan ko sya.

... I'm so torn, I'm somewhat happy because you want to settle for one, the lucky one, which is Pia. Hindi naman sa wala akong tiwala sakanya, pero baka masaktan ka nya. I don't want that to happen Bei, you're so precious for me. You don't deserve....

Humagulgol sya. Shit hindi ko alam kung anong sasabihin ko sakanya. Ang rupok ko pagdating sa mga ganto. Niyakap ko sya at niyakap nya den ako, sinandal naman nya yung ulo nya sa dibdib ko.

Naiinggit ako sakanila Bea. Alam kong masamang mainggit, but I can't help. It's so hard Bei.

Napatalon sya saakin ng yakap sa sobrang gustong gusto na nyang ilabas yung nararamdaman nya. Napunta saakin lahat ng weight nya kaya napahiga kami sa sofa, nasa ibabaw ko sya.

Sorry Bei, alam ko sobrang unfair neto kasi nagiging seryoso ka na ke Pia, pero sa tingin ko kelangan mo na deng malaman to. I'm so sorry.

Shhhhuussshh, you don't have to say sorry okay? Hinihimas ko yung likod nya para mahimasmasan sya. Mukhang effective naman. Pero bat parang iba den yung effect saakin? Shit Bei tigilan mo nga.

Tumingin naman sya saakin at inilapit nya yung mukha nya saakin, nakapikit sya. Humihikbi hikbi sya ng maliliit. One kiss, just to feel that she's protected. I leaned in and kissed her soft lips. Sobrang lambot dahil siguro kanina pa sya naiyak, tumingin naman sya saakin matapos nun. Tama na Bei, hanggang dun na lang. Isa lang diba? She touched my chest and then leaned forward again, now sya na yung nag initiate ng kiss. Palalim ng palalim. May hinihingi.

Wait Ponggs. Uhm, do you think this is good? I mean I have good intensions towards Pia. And ayaw ko naman na masaktan ka after this, or masaktan sya.

Uhm. You're right, I'm so..... I'm sorry. She looked at me and then then in again and then kissed me, now umpisa pa lang malalim na. Inayos nya yung sarili nya para naka upo na sya sa may bandang pelvis part ng katawan ko. She's agressive, she really wants this. Do you want this Bea? Baka magsisi ka sa dulo.

I supported her back, carried her and lay her at the sofa. Now I'm on top. Bea! Di ka nanaman nag iisip! I helped her to remove her shirt and her brassiere. I kissed her more. I cupped her breast and then sucked the other one. She moaned. I gestured a shussh and then she nodded. Bea, pag may nakakita sainyo dito patay kang bata ka.

I immediately removed her shorts and reached for the private part. I circled her clitoris, she's ready. I went deeper and slowly inserted my fingers. She moaned again but this time she instantly covered her mouth. I moved up my pace and then her body concaved as she reached her climax and then hugged me tight. We lay there for 1 more minute before I hand her her clothes.

Ponggs....

Yea?

I uh... hmm.

Sa uulitin?

Uhh yea?! Hinampas nya ako ng malakas. Ouch! Haha, parang hindi volleyball player eh.

No seriously Ponggs.

Please be good to Pia, love her like there's no tomorrow. Good night. She leaned in, kissed me before smiling widely then left me there. I lay there for another 5 minutes, staring at the ceiling. I was in shock. Friends, with benefits? The thought of it makes me feel excited at the same time guilty. Sabi nya may feelings sya saakin pero bat pumayag sya ng ganung set up.