Loving Khyree (That Zaddy Collection Book #1)

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Natalie

"So are y'all ladies ready for this weekend?" CeCe Dominguez asked me and Kenia. We were at the radio station doing a promotion for this weekend. It was like seven in the morning and again thank fuck it was on radio and not a webinar. I was not tryna not do extra work to look cute. We just came from Miami yesterday and we were still hungover from our partying. During the day, we was out shopping, exploring the real Miami. At night, we got our bottles, food and our own mix of music and got lit in our hotel room. Vacation was over and it was back to the real world.

"Definitely! We're so excited to chill with all 20 of our amazing teens this weekend. We have so much in store for y'all." Kenny said in the microphone. I'm an ok morning person, it just takes me a while to get to Kenia's level.

"Remind us again your theme for this year's seminar." CeCe asked.

"This year, we're going with: 'If you are always trying to be normal, you will never know how amazing you can be.'  by Maya Angelou." I said.

This year we wanted to focus on the males a little bit more. So many of them in hiding, playing a role that wasn't truly them. Most of them afraid to embrace who they really were, because society told them it wasn't normal to be openly gay. It wasn't allowed. It was wrong.

The same went for the girls, but the boys had it more difficult for themselves. They struggle of trying to be normal for societal standards, but who were we, to judge anybody because of their choice of lifestyle? Me and Kenny weren't just for the thick and beautiful or just girl empowerment. We were for freedom to be who you are, without judgement.

"And I hear, this year it's mostly for the boys." CeCe nodded with a smile.

"Yeah. It's for our girls too. But we want to show our boys that it's ok. We don't judge, we don't show hate. There is still good people out here, who'll be there for you with open arms." Kenia said.

Me and Kenia was all about self love. This world was not created to be the same exact same. That mundane life turns people into robots. The variety our world is providing now, is a cluster of beautiful souls. It didn't matter if you was bisexual, gay, lesbian, transgendered. Heavy, curvy.... different or whatever. That's what you choose, that's how life is given to you. That's what makes a person beautifully perfect in our eyes.

No one deserves to be treated differently, we all bleed the same color. Me and Kenia want to show these young kids, that it's ok to be different. These young kids, who can easily be sucked in by this ugly world and become broken fragile pieces, by the hate, the ugliness. All because the world refuses to see difference. Someone needed to show them that they got support, no matter what.

"So Kenia, you got a photo shoot with Fire and Ice again. How does it feel to be the new face of a company, with a rapid success rate?" Kenia started answering and my mind went to Khyree.

We just came from Miami yesterday, but since me and Khyree was kicking it, I loved it! I kept real close to him, showed him affection, talked to him. He didn't really talk about his life, but that's ok at least he talks to me about his likes and dislikes. He even grabs for my fingers sometimes! Little thing, but BIG for me.

Khyree likes me touching him, he said it himself. Andy was a little shocked, when this morning I gave him a hug and he kinda gave me one back. That's my Zaddy, my teddy bear. My gentle beast....

That shit turned me on at the club. I liked Khyree watching me dance for him. We were a good distance from each other, but I felt that desire in his looks as he watched me dance. When he checked buddy, the tension in his body was begging for a release. When I touched his back and held his hand, all of that tension just dissipated. I did that for Khyree and that meant everything to me. I felt a kick and snapped out of my daydream. I looked at CeCe, right as she looked up at me.