Juanito, what's the Mata? ~*~ A Juan Mata Fan Fiction

Chapter 9 - Good news.

Juanito, what's the Mata?

 Chapter 9 - Good news.

              The next few days were stressfull for me. I was constantly afraid that I was pregnant. I did end up buying a pregnancy test but I was to scared to actually take it. The box was staring at me every time I went to the bathroom. I was surprised Juan hasn't mentioned it maybe he thought it belonged to Carolina or Vero. I didn't understand why I hadn't told him. I knew he had a lot of things on his mind and I didn't want to add to them. I think that was the main reason why I hadn't told him. I was glad Patricia and Olalla still hadn't mentioned it to either Fernando or David. I think the only one that know is Jordi and it was because I called him crying two nights ago.

              It was the day after the first Champions League match and I was in my bed feeling horrible in my bed just like every morning. Juan was next to me still sleeping. I was surprised he still slept like a baby. We spent the entire night watching movies and kissing. I got out of bed after like 30 minutes of debating if I should or not. I knew it was time to take the stupid test. I walked to the bathroom and grabbed the box. I started reading it while I brushed my teeth. I leaned against the doorframe as I continued to read. I was taken my surprise when I heard Juan speak.

              "So that's why you've been acting weird. You're pregnant?" He asked now rubbing his eyes and giving me a confused look. "I thought I did something." he said with a chuckle. "Well I kind of did." He said now looking at me. 

              "No. I'm not pregnant." I said now putting the box on the dresser. "Well I don't know." I said sitting next to him. 

              I felt confused. I love Juan, but I don't know if I am ready to have kids. He pulled me into a hug and didn't say anything. I was a bit scared . If this would've happened last year because he left I wouldn't be scared. But it's not last year and Juan did leave. Now we are back together and things are just starting again and a baby would complicate everything. I tried my best to calm down with Juan's help. He was caresing my heair while singing coldplay just like he always did. 

              I wanted to stay like this in his arm. I knew this was something that needed to happen and I was glad that he didn't hear it from someone else. I could just hear Patricia and Olalla's words in my mind telling me their stories from when they got pregnant. Olalla's seemed pretty closer to my situation than Patricia because her and David had been married for a while. I looked up at Juan's face and he was looking at me. I could see that he had been thinking about the situation.

              "If you are," He started to say. "I want it to be a girl and I hope she looks like her mother." He said holding me tighter and we both started to laugh.

              "No." I said pulling away from him so it would be easier for me to look at him. It wasn't comforting that I could see he had mixed feelings about the situation just like me. "A little boy and he will play football like his father." I said and he pulled me into a hug. 

              "What should we call it?" He said with a smile. "Well if you are." He said now confused.

              "How about we name it after someone we care about?" I said now tracing cirles on his bare chest. 

              "Don't tell me, if it's a boy we'll call him Jordi." He said with a laugh.

              "No, I was thinking more of Olalla or Patricia if it's a girl and David if it's a boy." I said and he just smiled.

              "I like that." He said caressing my cheek. "If it's a boy then he can be friends with Villa's son that is on the way." He said and I smiled.