I woke up to my phone alarm Dylan had his arms wrapped around me
"Dyl let go"
He was fast asleep and didn't hear me I wiggle under his arms and manage to break free slowly walking to my closet to get dressed I hear Dylan groan
Dylan: "hey beautiful"
"Hi baby" He got up and got himself dressed we got ourselves ready walked out of my bedroom
We walked past Sammy's bedroom he was dead silent I figured he was still asleep.
Dylan and I walked downstairs we got our things and left for school
"How do you think Gabe is doing?" I asked Dylan
Dylan: I don't think we should've left him alone he seemed okay at the moment but things usually hit him hard after he's had time to think and process it he texted me all depressed even asked to facetime but I had to turn him down because I was laying in bed and didn't want to wake you up, I felt like a complete douche"
"It's okay I would've understood if you had to. You gotta be with your best friend if he was going through a rough time I've been through many alone and I wanted a friend to help me through it spend time with him today try to not bring up the breakup Imma check up on Jayden"
Dylan: "Good advice I'll do just that thanks Cassie"
He said with a warm smile
We continued walking to school
Dylan: "fuck I forgot my skateboard at your house"
He said
"You can come by when you can to pick it up or i'll just drop it off"
Dylan: "It's yours now I been wanting to buy a new skateboard"
"Wow thanks but are you sure" I said awkwardly since I had a hard time accepting things because I'm so awkward
"Yeah i'm sure I wouldn't want anyone else to have it"
"Thanks I appreciate it Dyl"
"No problem baby"
We finally got to school we went to go meet up with the others per usual
Tanya: "good morning ya'll"
"Hey Tanya"
Nora and Eva walk up to us shortly after Bryan and Gabe find us in the corner of the courtyard where we usually meet
Nora: "he looks like he didn't get any sleep and just cried"
Eva: "he looks nasty looks like someone didn't do their skin care routine"
Bryan: "Hey guys what's new?"
"Nothing much we were just discussing a few things like the homework for Anderson's class"
Gabe stayed silent and just looked down at the floor
Dylan: "You alright man?" He said while putting his hand on Gabe's back
Gabe: "Uh yeah I think"
Jayden : "No he's not"
We all jumped at her sudden appearance
Gabe: "Jay?"
Jayden: "HOW ARE YOU FEELING YOU CHEATING LIAR?!"
Gabe: "what?"
We all stayed silent
Jayden: "YOU SCREWED SKYLAR AND DON'T TRY TO PLAY DUMB YOU SHOULD'NT FEEL SAD THAT I DUMPED YOU BECUASE YOU FUCKING DESERVED IT" she said before running off into the school
We all stayed in shock
Dylan and Bryan: "Is what she saying true?"
Gabe: "Skylar has a nice rack I couldn't help myself"
Tanya: "Smh"
"Imma go..."
"I'll come with you" Tanya and Nora said following behind me
Eva: "You're really gonna bail out on some good drama?"
Tanya, Nora, and I: "yup"
The bell rung shortly after
*5 HOURS LATER*
A/n: reader discretion is advised
I sat in 5th period (History) my last class of the day in the back having a silent but strong panic attack sick and brutal thoughts rushing through my head the sound of water rushing the sound of a piece of metal hitting the ground I only get these panic attacks when I feel something is going to happen I get out of my chair and run down the aisle of desks tripping over bags my classmates are giving me weird looks they can see my mascara and eyeliner running down my cheeks I slip on a folder and fall on my face I pick myself up quickly not feeling any pain from the adrenaline I run out the classroom and out an exit but I'm stopped by a security guard blocking the exit
Security: "sorry I can't let you out too many kids have been leaving school without permission"
"Please you need to let me out I have to go" I say as a flood of tears ran down my face "something is wrong and I need to fix it"
Sec: "I can't let you out. you need to go clean yourself up and take your little ass back to class"
I've had enough of his bullshit I push past his fat self almost knocking him over onto the floor and I run out the door fleeing before he could chase me I ran as fast and far as I could from the school I ran so hard I ran until my lungs burned I made it home and bust through the front door and ran upstairs the whole second floor of my house was flooded with water coming from the bathroom kicking down the door I see the sight no one ever wants to see a sight that no one would want to wish upon their worst enemy
"NO!!! PLEASE NO!!!!!!" I screamed so loud the neighbors could probably hear me
There lay in the tub my 13 year old brother pale,lifeless,
Dead...
