You're My Sunshine, I'm Your warrior

It Hurts

Zee POV:

Tonight, we're watching TV, or should I say he's watching tv because I'm watching him, he's more nice to look at if you know what I mean. I'm  looking at his facial expression more, trying to see how much it changed. He's watching some kind of documentary about temples, who watches such thing ?? Well Saint Suppapong of course. I'm used to it now, but it always makes me smile. He really is not interesting in young boys stuff, he's like an old dad sitting at home and spending time with family. I chuckle thinking about it. 

"Creepy"I hear him say softly

"what? Why?" I ask smiling, I'm sure he's just playing with me.

"You're watching me and laughing by yourslef, that's creepy Sir. If I was a teen, I would call the police and tell them an old man is watching me! "

"I was just thinking about our first meeting" I replied, amused by his joke.

"You still think about it?" He tries to sound surprised, but I can see him trying to hide his pleased smile.

which makes me smile too, "of course"

He ignored me and kept watching his documentary. So I really started thinking about it, we met in a coffee shop, yes pretty classic you'd say, I was going to enter the shop when he pushed the door open and knocked me off into P'Park's arms. That was my first meeting with Saint and my first kiss with my friend. How? well when you try to act silly walking backward and the door opens pushing you forward while your friend is walking towards you, that's how things like this happen. But I'm not going to lie, I am thankful to that day because at least I met my angel.

 The second time, it was in the same coffee shop, he was with his best friend and he spilled coffee on me. Classic too right? I know, he spend 3 hours apologizing, then inviting me to dinner. The funniest part? He thought that I was dating P'park, so everytime I tried flirting, he would kick me and lecture me that it's not good to cheat. So we started off as friends for two weeks until the day he.... 

"P'Zee, you're still thinking about it?" Saint's voiced stopped me in my thoughts, I looked at him and nodded my head "Yes, I just remembered how you thought I was trying to cheat on Park with you" I say amused by the memory. 

He smiled, "you two looked like a couple I couldn't help it! "

"I know" I chuckled, realising that he had switched the TV off I asked "the doc is over?"

"Hmm no.." He said looking down on his hands making me worry..

"Babe?" I call softly, trying to prevent making him cry as I could see he was doing his best holding back tears.

"Phi, do you think LBC was a mistake?"

I frowned, "a mistake? didn't you want to act as Pete? do you regret?" I said looking confused.

"I did, but maybe it wasn't for me? maybe I should have left my place to someone more competant for it?" his voice was so low that I had to nearly read on his lips to understand his sentence. So this was the reason why he suddenly wanted to watch tv...

"Don't look down on your hardwork just because a bunch of assholes decided that you weren't worthy of spending time with them or having events with their kids. You did amazing, for me you were the best." I sat down closer to him, facing him while saying it. 

"You're biased..."was the only answer he gave me.

"True, for me you're the best. But look at how you worked, you changed your voice, you practiced everyday, driving me nuts with that sweet voice, testing my limits by acting like Pete, don't you dare think you were not good enough. For GOD's sake you even lost so much weight for that role !" I said a bit louder than expected. I calmed myself down before continuing...