You're My Sunshine, I'm Your warrior

Reminiscence

I then shift my focus back on the little boy lying next to me, who is now giggling and telling me some stories. He went through a lot, and the storm isn't over but at least I can still make him smile.

Zee' POV:

"I am glad, he wasn't your first kiss" I blur out but I really think so. I'm glad his first kiss wasn't on set or planned like the one the kiddo had...

Saint suddenly stops in his track and looks at me..

"Do you have fever Phi~? how can he be my first kiss...you stole mine 3 years ago" he said giggling. 

I remember that and smile, "you remember that? You were so cute" 

"I do, how can I forget it?...such a romantic kiss.." he said smiling at the thought. 

Flashback : 3 years ago.

Saint was in his room, throwing clothes left and right.

"ARRRG!! Annoying wardrobe! !!" He sat down on his bed, very annoyed at himself.

The reason he was so agitated about clothes: Zee Pruk Panic, his senior and "friend". Zee or P'Zee as Saint calls him is a young man with a gentle personality and a great sense of fashion. So naturally Saint wants to look good for him...and the second reason is that he's Saint's crush and it's been a year so he wants to look good for his crush.

Zee invited him on a 3 days beach trip. 3 days is long but short at the same time and knowing that they would share a room...Saint is really stressed and excited about it. So he spend more than half a day to prepare what he needs, especially clothes that would make him look good.

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Zee was anxiously waiting for the little boy to come out. It's been 3 months today...that he has a crush on Saint and since then he did his best to make them hangout together and he also flirted but his friend doesn't seem to notice that.

Saint came out looking very handsome with a white and orange shirt and light brown short. Zee couldn't help thinking that he's cute.

They started the trip pretty well. Saint was singing and dancing next to him as he was driving and singing along. But after a few minutes Saint fell asleep so Zee turned the radio off letting him sleep peacefully. He couldn't help thinking how the younger one looked really cute.

When they finally arrived at their destination it was already 2pm. So they headed to the hostel before going out to the beach. Zee learned that Saint loved the mountains and he was very active, doing this or that.

They spend hours talking, getting to know each other and playing in the water. They then decided to go back, they still had 2 days to spend there and they wanted to rest. But none of them rested actually, sharing a room with a talkative boy isn't helping but strangely Zee doesn't feel bothered.

They watched a horror movie because Saint found it funny how Zee would be scared of everything.

Saint found a spider under the bed in the middle of the movie making him fall and giggle uncontrollably at how Zee screamed out of panic when he showed the creature to his Phi. After a while Saint calmed down looking at Zee's scared face he took the spider out before laughing some more.

Zee learned that Saint didn't have fears. They talked about their career, Zee told Saint how modeling worked, how his agency worked and how he met Domundi boys. It's not been that long but he gets few jobs here and there and he really enjoys it.

Saint tells him why he chose acting, how he loves playing characters from great books and that he wants to work as an actor. But he also has a lot of difficulties finding a movie or a series. He tells Zee how hard it is for him to be casted in a series.

"There is this series, a boys love, the casting went well...I got the role. I was soo happy and we all celebrated with mom and friends. Then the filming was concealed because of the budget and sponsors....so I'm back to the beginning: get casted. But I won't give up, because my mom told me to never give up on my dreams" said the young boy smiling widely.

Zee couldn't help but smile back, the boy was so energetic and hardworking and he was sure that one day his talent will be noticed.

"Your mom isn't against you playing gay roles? Most parents are usually against.." he asked unsure if it was the right way to aks it.

"Hmm she never complained about it. She told me to do my best so...I guess she doesn't mind?...do you have something against gay people Phi?" Saint fearfully asked...he was planning to tell P'Zee about his feelings but if the boy didn't like gay people Saint will never tell him...better stay friends than Zee hating him after that...

"No of course not!" Answered Zee...of course not, he loves a man himself how can he have such thoughts.

"I'm open about it. I don't think love has gender, I think you can love whoever you love without worrying about gender" he said smiling

"I once fell in love with a cute boy" he added watching Saint's reaction

"You loved a boy? How was he? Who is he? Why aren't you together???" Saint couldn't help but throw all these questions

"Calm down Saint. He was very cute, talkative and energetic. His identity a secret and we're not together because that's how it was supposed to be" he said..until now...he mentally added smiling.

Saint smiled, secretly wishing for Zee to fall in love with him too. Unknown to him that Zee already loves him dearly...

They went to sleep, facing each other in their own bed. Both thinking how it would feel to embrace the other one before bedtime.

"I fell in love the way you fall asleep; slowly, and then all at once." John Green

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Update 🎉😆

As you can see its a bit happier, I want to go back to their 1st meeting & 1st kiss. So this is a Flashback of 3 days. (1st day here; 2nd day tomorrow maybe, 3rd day next week) this will be only my imagination even if I kept in mind their outfit and some lovey dovey moment of their beach trip with the other WhyRu cast😄

I hope you'll like it.
Lots of love, see you on next chapter ❤❤❤