You're My Sunshine, I'm Your warrior

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Saint woke to a room he doesn't know. The room was dark, only a dim light was coming through the window, thanks to a street light not far from it.

Saint understood that he was in the hospital. He looked around, the room was very simple, a chair and a table were arranged in the back of the room close to the door. He turned his towards the window where a figure was seated in a small armchair.

It was Zee. Saint couldn't see if the boy was sleeping or not, it wasnt clear enough. But knowing Zee was here made him feel better.

He relaxed as he tried to remember what happened. Everything was a blur and he doesnt remember how he ended up in that bed. However, he does remembers taking a pill for his headache.

"You're awake, how do you feel?"

Zee's voice brought him back from his thoughts. But something was off with his voice...

Why is Zees voice so cold? He thought.

"Better I guess...P'..what happened?" He wondered hesitantly, afraid he had done a mistake

"Nothing much. Your having parties sleeping with Perth apparently while I'm waiting for you."

Zees voice was unusually cold and distant. It doesn't radiate the warmth it once did. Saint couldn't help but wonder why. Why is Zee so cold? Why does he sound so hurt? Is he jealous again?...

"P'...I'm sorry. I...you....did..." saint took a deep breath, last time he was this nervous with Zee was when he had just fallen in love...so long ago "did I do something bad? Are you angry?"
He kept his eyes closed until he heard Zees answer

"You kissed and slept with Perth saint."

The information hit Saint like a sharp knife, and cut him deep. Upon realizing what Zee just said, tears started to gather in the corner of his eyes....how? When? How could he do that to Zee..?

His eyes widened and he sat up abruptly before lying down again due to pain...my head still hurts...

"I....I...." he started but his voice broke even before he could say anything...what could even say to that? What explanations would be acceptable for doing such a thing? He doesnt even remember it....would Zee believe him if he said so?

Zee sight, Saint is too naive....he didnt expect Saint to tense up and close his eyes when he started to walk towards him.

He still sat on the bed, he took Saints hand in his, the gesture was warm and Saint opened his eyes to look at him. Zee pulled him by the arm hugged him. "Saint" he said stroking his hairs.

Saint only nodded his head signaling him to go on.

"It's not true. You didnt do anything" but it was too late, the younger man was already crying, silent tears running down his chubby cheeks.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I said that. But I want you to realize that anything could have happened there. Saint you were at his mercy...please don't cry..I'm sorry...
You can't trust anyone from that company....heck even Keng didnt want me to bring you here! He could have made you believe anything if he wanted...but it's my fault too...I should have been with you...please stop crying love"

Saints shoulders where shaking as he hugged Zee harder. Zee regretted that lie deeply when he tried to break the hug and felt Saints hand grip him even tighter than before. "Dont go.." the boy said as Zee wrapped his arms tighter around him. Zee he felt guiltier hearing Saint whisper "I thought I hunted you....I never want to hurt you P'..I thought you would break up...I thought you would leave me...I can loose everything...I can loose...fans...carrier....money...but...but....i cant loose you...I'm sorry...don't go..I'll be more careful..I promise"