There are times that I wish I could bring back the time. The time when we would always go hangout together and wishing that if only I had controlled my feelings from falling in love to you. We both found ourselves at that time, that very moment we had, it could have gave us the opportunity to build our own short love story. I already liked you before but I just hid it so well, so well that you even had any slightest idea about the truth. The destiny has given me the chance to express and show what I really felt for you. But I got afraid to take the risk because once you commit on something, it is expected that you will get hurt. I tried to avoid you but my traitor heart always wanted to be with you. You would always hold my hand. Would always hug me tight, and with that it made me hope, it made me feel that you don't want me to let you go, and so I stayed. I really don't know why but I found happiness when I'm with you.
You were the reason why I always checked my phone well just in case you might need someone to talk to or to lean on. You were always there for me and so am I for you. There was never an "us" but we're acting like couples. I didn't expected that those imaginations can be turned into reality. We are making memories together. I cherished all the times when I was with you. Pretending that you are mine and you love me too. I don't want to let you go but I need to. 'Cause you're not mine and I know you already found someone new.
BINABASA MO ANG
Tagalog Spoken Word Poetry
PoetryDinadaan nalang sa tula ang mga masasaya at mga hinanakit na alaala.